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I'm Moving

2008-12-20T08:21:00.005-06:00

Yes...I am moving to Wordpress. The only reason that I am moving is because I want something fresh and new. Someone was talking about it on the GCH message board so I decided to try it out. I don't think I know anyone with wordpress. I don't think I know any bloggers at all to tell you the truth. Anyway...it's official I am moving. This is the last post on this blog....unless I change my mind and decided to come back to Blogger. We'll see! Well I have a lot of updating to do....so make sure that you follow me to where I am going....It's still a journey! Be blessed and be a blessing.

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It's Christmas time in the city

2008-12-19T13:32:00.001-06:00

An Early Christmas Survey! (Excellent Spelling and Grammar)!

Is Christmas your all-time favorite holiday?: YESSSSS!!!!
If so, why?: It's just the warmth of family and GOD plus you get gifts
Is Christmas more about presents or family?: Definitely about family
Do you have your Christmas tree and decorations up?: Nope I am out of town
Do you even decorate from Christmas?: My mom does
Have you ever told a person that they are all you want for Christmas?: Nope that would be sweet
What are you hoping to get this Christmas?: A wonderful time in Orlando with my family
By any chance is it a game console?: Nope
What all is on your Christmas list?: Family, Contentment, Love, I am being grown up this year
Do you even make Christmas lists?: Mental Lists
Are you grateful with anything you get for Christmas?: yep
Have you ever given away a gift because you didn't like it?: Never
Have you ever gotten a gift that you felt like you couldn't accept?: Nope
Would you consider yourself really spoiled about Christmas?: Nope
Are you going to do any traveling this Christmas?: Nope..I've done enough
Is anyone coming to visit you for Christmas?: My mama, sister, and papa
In your opinion, what is Christmas really all about?: Jesus Christ and Family
Do you enjoy the 25 days of Christmas on some TV channels?: Yes I can watch the Christmas Story 100x's
What Christmas movie is your favorite?: The Christmas Story, Charlie Brown, and Friday After Next
Have you seen 'A Christmas Story'?: Uhhhh My FAVORITE
If so, did you like it?: LOVE IT
Do you think that 'How the Grinch Stole Christmas' is lame or classic?: CLASSIC
What is the first Christmas movie you have seen this month?: I think that it was The Grinch or Charlie Brown
Do you even remember?: Yep
Do you enjoy listening to Christmas music?: Christmas Blues..Ray Charles and Otis Redding
Do you really get involved in the Christmas spirit?: Yep
Does the Christmas environment make you feel comfortable?: Makes me feel peaceful
Do you donate toys for the toy drive this time of year?: Yep
If so, do you bother to help charities bag it all up to give to families?: Honestly, I've never thought of that
What is the best Christmas gift you have ever received?: My family members living to see another year
Have you ever cried on Christmas day?: I don't think so
Are you usually the first one to wake up on Christmas day?: Nope my mom don't even sleep cause she is cooking all night
Are your favorite colors red and green?: Nope
What colors do you like to see in Christmas lights?: White, Pink, Gold, even Blue
Have you ever helped your friends decorate for Christmas?: I don't think so...maybe at work
Do your Christmas decorations until New Year's?: One year our tree stayed up until Easter
Are you usually the one that takes down the decorations?: Nope
In your opinion, what is the best gift you have ever given someone?: I got my mom a coach bag last year
Have you ever received a gift you didn't like?: Yes
Have you ever given someone a gift they didn't like?: Probably
Is it really the thought that counts?: Yes it is
Does giving a gift mean giving your heart to someone special?: Uh that's a little much, but if I had someone special I would definitely give my heart
Do you throw Christmas parties every year?: I wish I could
Do you even enjoy Christmas parties?: yes
What happened on the worst Christmas you ever had?: I don't think I have ever had a bad Christmas
Would it be the end of the world if you didn't get presents this year?: Nope
Ever gotten a car for Christmas?: One year I will
Has Christmas been on your mind more and more as the days go by?: Yes
Do you usually count down the days until Christmas?: Sometimes
Do you know people who hate Christmas?: Nope
Know anyone who doesn't celebrate it?: Nope
What age did you stop believing in Santa Clause?: I don't even remember
Do you host any kind of Christmas event or help with it?: Nope
Do you like eggnog?: Nope
Are Christmas partiest the best ever?: Not the best ever...but they are really fun
Have you ever done a 'Secret Santa'?: yes
Do you hate to see people sad on Christmas?: I absolutely HATE that
Have you ever ruined someone else's Christmas?: NEVER
Do you decorate any online profiles for Christmas?: Nope
If you could live Christmas over day after day, would you?: Nope....that why we appreciate it so much
Do you have any pets that you buy Christmas presents for?: Brandy my bunny rabbit
Are you or have you ever been in a Christmas play?: In elementary school
If so, which one was it?: I don't remember, just some singing I'm sure
Are you usually the first one to wake up on Christmas morning?: REPEAT QUESTION>>>>>LAME
Does Christmas get old year after year?: Nope
Do you like, love, or hate Christmas shopping?: Hate Christmas Shopping because of the ignorant people
Has anyone ever ruined your Christmas?: Nope
Have you witnessed your neighbors arguing on Christmas? (I have, bad scene): Nope
Are you working on Christmas?: Nope
Have you ever had to work on Christmas?: I think so
Have you ever lost someone special on Christmas?: Thank God NO
Is Christmas better than New Year's or are they both equally awesome?: They both are great
Are you really excited for Christmas?: Yes
More excited for Christmas or New Year's? Or can you not decide?: New Years
Did you like this survey? I hope so. Well, bye! ^_^: Bye

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Just Beacuse I'm Bored..I'm a little lonely...and I find myself interesting.

2008-12-19T12:49:00.003-06:00

-As My Memory Of You Fades-

What was the name of the last magazine you read?: Cosmo
When in a waiting room, how do you pass the time?: Picture Messaging or Reading
Why did you last go to the doctor?: I had a tooth ache
What's the best way to get over a break-up?: Get busy doing something else that you love
Do you ever have trouble getting the tops off of glass jars?: Not Really
Do you ever read other people's answers to surveys?: Depends on the question
When was the last time you feared for your life?: Before I had surgery a couple of months ago
What was the last thing a guy said to you?: There she is
What melts your heart?: Music and children
Why is your juiciest secret so private [and juicy]?: I don't even have anything that juicy...really
When you don't like someone, how do you let them know?: I don't really respond to them and I'm very short with them
Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn't want to date?: All the time
How did you let them down?: I just say thanks, but......
What was the last brutally honest comment you made about someone?: I know you not saying I talk to much
Do you watch what you say, or just blurt things out?: I definitely watch what I say but some things need to be said
What's the worst part about confrontation?: The remainder of the relationship
Does it ever bother you when you see someone damaging the environment?: Sometimes...but I'm guilty too
What was the last thing you threw away?: This is a dumb question
The last time you were in your room, what did you do?: Watch tv
How many chances do you tend to give people before "enough is enough?": Too damn many...well depending on what they do
Do you keep in contact with any of your ex-boyfriends/girlfriends?: Nope
In high school/middle school, did you ever get caught passing notes?: Yep
Have you ever had a teacher read one of them to the class?: I think so, or maybe that was just tv
What is one class that should cease to be taught?: MATH...nah just kidding just need a better way to teach it
What was the last item that you put in your mouth?: Powerade
What is your favorite thing to do with a group of friends?: Just hang out and talk and be goofy...laugh laugh laugh
What is your favorite thing to do with just one friend?: Uh....I don't know
Throughout life, how many people have let you down?: Plenty...including myself...it's a Human thing..sometimes character thing
Do you ever judge people based on what kind of music they listen to?: Never...I am that person who listen to some of everyhting
Out of all of your birthdays, which one was the best?: my 18th I think it was
Have you ever caught a snowflake on your tongue?: Never been in a place where it was snowing or at home while it was snowing
Have you ever been kissed under the mistle toe? By who?: Not yet
Have you ever worn something embarrassing in public?: Yes...the pee pee sign. I peed in the bed
How often do you go to the mall?: Once every couple of months...how sad is that for a girl
Do you enjoy buying things for yourself?: Yes
How many words per minute would you say you type?: about 30-40 maybe more
How many surveys do you fill out [on average] each day?: I use to do one all the time, but things have been busy
Do you have a stuffed animal [or another object] that means a lot to you?: I use to have a polar bear on ice skates. I have no idea where he is now
Is there anything you have from when you were a baby?: A baby picture
Who do you look up to?: I really try to be my own inspiration, but I am also inspired by a couple of music artist
How would you spend your last day on Earth?: PRAYING
When was the last time you climbed a tree?: A LONGGGG TIME
Have you ever done something that put you or others in harm's way?: I'm sure I have
What's [one of] the worst show[s] on television?: Real Chance at Love...I love those guys but the show not so much, Rock of Love anything is a mess, too many to name really
How often do you go to the doctor?: Only when needed
Are you prone to paranoia?: Nope
How often to do you get into fights with other people?: Never
How much money do you spend each month?: Alot, but I have plans to cut back the new year
What was the last thing that you bought someone else?: A Hershey Bar..lol, but Christmas is coming up
What was the last thing that you broke?: I don't know..and that's a weird question
Have you ever slipped on ice?: Nope
Do you do anything that would be considered extreme?: Cried about something small cause I had a long day
When was the last time you screamed?: I tend to scream at people in the car sometimes
What scares you?: The dark and being mediocre in LIFE
Were you smiling in the last picture taken of you?: I always smile
What do you think of the last song you listened to?: Maxwell Submerge...very sexy song!

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Hey There! Gabie HERE!

2008-12-11T07:33:00.003-06:00

Good Morning,
This week is boring to say the least. My mother called me this morning and said that it is snowing in Louisiana. It would snow the year that I am not there huh? I would love to see the snow right now. Anyways I am feeling a little jealous..ugh! I have finally added my music page to MySpace. I know that I said that I would only add them to my blog, but I could not figure out how to do it. Well to be completely honest, I didn't even try to figure out how to do. I thought it would be easier and better if I did it that way. You can find the link to my music on the sidebar title Gabie MySpace music or something like that.

My friend and I were sitting around in my hotel room. Well skipping all the stuff in between that posessed me I decided to find some free matches on eHarmony.com. LAME! I did that long ass survey and they showed me info about my matches and no pictures. They were like you have to pay to see pictures. I'd rather get my BOO the old fashion way...telling the LORD what I want and let HIM combine that with what I need nad sending him special delivery. That sounds wayyy better to me. I do not want to take money and time to get to know someone who probably is lying anyway. NOPE!

I have a dentist appointment today. I'm a little nervouse cause it's been a while since I've been to the dentist. I'm afraid of what he may say. Ole Well....got to get it done.

Alrighty...back to my Floetry!

Faithfulness? Loyalty?

2008-12-05T13:01:00.003-06:00

You know pain still lives inside of me from people who did not reciprocate my loyalty and faithfulness towards them. I have come to understand while dealing with the trails and fustrations of my everyday life that I was more faithful to my "friends" then I was to God. I would have never gotten out of my bed at 3 or 4am to go to church for an emergency meeting or something, but I did for a friend. Ain't that sad! I can say this much is true...I have always loved God and cherished His faithfulness towards me, but how can I expect faithfulness from folks when I can't even show my faithfulness towards THE ONE that gives faithfulness. This makes me sad because this is so obvious. I am going to learn to be more faithful to God and our relationship. I need Him more than I have ever needed any of those friends so why did I treat them better. Anyways I'm am turning a new leaf and I am going to realize that nothing is more important than me and God's relationship. God have mercy on me! Be Blessed!

A prayer to God and a little Beyonce

2008-12-04T08:19:00.003-06:00

A prayer to God and a little Beyonce made the end of my day super duper. I watched Secret Millionaire last night and what an inspiring show that is. I watched both episodes but the lady that was married to the man who owned Raisin Cane (i love) said something so powerful. She said "I feel like the lucky one". That's just how I would imagine myself feeling. I think that with all the crap on t.v., this is a breathe of fresh air. *Confession* I'm guilty of watching the crap too *Confession*. Anyways more to come today! Got to get back to work! :)

Struggling with a name

2008-12-02T10:30:00.002-06:00

As you can see...I am having name issues with my blog. So I decided to name it after my first album. Yahhh! And it's copyrighted so don't try to steal my ish! LOL....just kidding...but not really!

I made it

2008-12-01T20:37:00.001-06:00

After hours and hours of delays, lost luggage, and missing a day at work..I finally got a little comfortable and ready to get back to work! Yahhhhhh! I think all of this comes from talking smack...lol! No more smack talking!

Alrighty Then! The Wrap Up!!! Sorta!

2008-11-30T17:41:00.003-06:00

Okay...this has been the most non-vacation vacation I have ever been on. I rushed out to see all my people that I've been missing so much. Went to see family and friends....something that I will never do again. The only people that I am going to see next time when I get home is my family. I am not doing all the rushing in and out of town to see folks, running around town trying to catch up with folks and all that good stuff....next time folks gon have to meet me half way or something. I was so worn out. I am leaving now but the flight is delayed an hour and something so, I'm chilling at the airport playing on the internet with an extremely low battery. I just too a break to fid a plug for my computer. I can not get on the plane without my music. I think I might lose it!

Speaking of music...Guess what's here?!?!? My Official Demo. It sounds great! I must admit..toot toot! beep! beep! There are places here and there where you can tell that I am not professional yet..lol. I am determined to make the best instrument out of my voice that I possibly can. I remember when I was in voice lessons how great I was gooding with seeing and actually hearing myself. I definitely have what it takes to be an awesome vocalist. And I am positively blessed with the guts to utilize it. I can not wait until this thing is copyrighted so I can share it. I am only sharing it on my blog so folks that don't read my blog will not get to hear this awesome piece of work. I'm sorry! This blog is my journey and those songs are apart of that journey. We'll see how selfish I am with them. Listen to me....like someone is actually dying to hear these things.lol!

Happy Thanksgiving!!!!!!!!! Yahhhhh!

2008-11-27T15:22:00.009-06:00

Food and Music...what a wonderful combination. That's me tearing into some Gumbo and me in the studio recording my oh so fabulous demo, which, needless to mention, came out great! It's not quit finish yet, still needing to be mastered, but should be finished soon! I can not wait to share. Got to follow the guidelines first....

My Old Journal...New Alterations!!! I did it myself!!!

2008-11-24T17:00:00.002-06:00

Chillin' Like A Villian

2008-11-21T16:33:00.004-06:00

Hey there! I am still chilling at home. I am anxious about going to the studio next week and get this good stuff on some wax ya dig...lol. I'm going to see an indie movie tonight with my buddy Les...sounds like fun huh! :). I think that I have been trying to do too much, so I will make sure that I make no plans for next weeks so I can get some rest and do my best in the studio. There are 4 songs that I am doing:

These feelings...if it's love
Fight with love
Stood Right Here
Main Attraction

I am so super excited! I can not wait to get in there and try to get myself to cut up! LOL! Anyways, I'm on my way to Hobby Lobby! I got some journals to do this weekend!

Today

2008-11-19T19:53:00.003-06:00

Was wayyy better than yesterday. I was so sick and now I am feeling a little lazy, but not sick! I am so glad that I shook that sickness..*thinking* is shook a word*thinking*.

Anyways I got plans tonight.....no time for sleep!

Home with the 24 hour bug!!!!

2008-11-19T08:42:00.003-06:00

Man, yesterday was not a good day for me. Ugh, I caught a 24 hr bug from someone I visited yesterday. I was sick as a dog yesterday..throwing up and everything...LOL...TMI? I haven't puked in so long and that did not feel good to me. Today I am much better...much much better. I still haven't seen a good bit of my family and I know they giving me the side eye right now...lol. Anyways, I have plenty of plans today. Peace out!

So I'm finally home

2008-11-16T23:33:00.004-06:00

And it feels great. You never know how much you love family until you are not around them for a while and then see them again. I didn't even know I missed them this much. I've left my family before when I spent 9 mths in Las Vegas, but I was a kid then and didn't fully appreciate the beauty of FAMILY. My mom cooked for me, did super special things with my room to make me comfortable. God, I am so grateful. Anyways, I just watched a slow dragging movie with my sissy and I am extremely tired and ready to go to bed. I will fall asleep on Iron Man. I can not believe that I am just seeing this movie. Shame on me, this is the kind of thing I usually run to the movies to see. Ole' Well.....Goodnight!

On my way home for Thanksgiving!!!!!!

2008-11-16T10:58:00.006-06:00

Whoahhh. I am the Orlando International Airport...heading to Atlanta. We are just about to board the plane. I pray that this is a safe flight....in the MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!!!!! MMMmmmm I can't wait to get home and get a home cooked meal! YES!!!!!

Oh the hilarity!!!!

2008-11-14T23:28:00.003-06:00

The heart? Really? LMAO...Good deal!

Dinosaurs makes me excited!!!

2008-11-14T22:53:00.008-06:00

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OMG! So a co-worker of mine asked me if I wanted to see this show called Walking With Dinosaurs - The Live Experience. I absolutely loved the entire show. It looked so real and the gentleman that was moderating the show was excellent. He was a great actor. The show was at Amway Arena, which was so nice. I loved that show and I really wish that I could have taken my little cousins, nieces, and godson to see that. They most likely would have enjoyed it. I can not wait until the day that I am settled enough to just take them all places and get them out to see the world. I really want them all to be well rounded. Anyways the pictures are above. I had video but for some reason they came out sideways. I tried to fix them but there was nothing that I could do. I took a bunch of pictures but I had to email them to myself from my phone and it was a bit much to do at midnight. Maybe later I would post them all. Good night for now. Yahhhh I am excited cause I get to go home for 2 weeks....I'm ready for this! I was suppose to see the launch today.....but I got sick last night. That would have been awesome I"M SURE!!!

Those Four Walls

2008-11-12T14:14:00.006-06:00

Great..so I have slipped into one of my moods. This one is called "Those Four Walls", but I want to add sound proof to this one. LOL. I wish I had four walls to out around me right now. Have you ever wanted to block out everyone and everything just so you can continue on with your day without being bother by (or going off on) other people . I'm slowly moving in to very anti-social mood all of a sudden. Maybe cause I can't be bothered with the person that I want to be bothered with, so I don't want to be bothered with anyone. Now the people around me are talking about passing gas...GREAT! That's suppose to be funny to me, but for some odd reason I don't have the desire to smile the slightest...hmmmm. I'm ready to get out of the "These Four Walls" mood. Peace!

Okay..I came back to edit this post. I know this feeling I am feeling. I am feeling anxious. Yes...that's it. Lord please help me to not feel anxious anymore.

Have a blessed day!

Song Title of the Day!

2008-11-11T05:55:00.004-06:00

Dreamin with my eyes wide open
You wanna know something really funny. I don't even have to close my eyes anymore to dream. I even started dreaming out loud. I think that I am full now. I think that I am overflowing. LOL.. I don't think that my mind alone can handle the capacity of my dreams/desires anymore. I remember that I would have never told anyone that I wanted to be a singer/songwriter if I didn't know them. Simply because so many people have the same dream. What's the odds of all of us making it? I now find myself convinced that I have what it takes to shine like I've been wanting to do all my life. I always felt like I have been a part of the underdogs, though I never felt like a underdog. Anyways that the song title of the day...I'm so full that I am dreaming with my eyes wide open. No need to shut them...it's just dark in there.
Be Blessed!

Just some of my inspiration........

2008-11-10T22:41:00.007-06:00

There is always a reason to be who you want to be. The people below help me love me and help me appreciate more and more everyday my wonderful talents. These people became successful from making TRUE HONEST music...and not just trying to do the latest hip thing. They said what they felt. I feel alot of things...and I want to share it like them. Everyone have to please their fans I'm sure, but never try to please the world. There is no way I could have added everyone who has inspired me in this post! Some of my inspirations are not even actors or singers...some of them are just everyday people. Some of them are strangers. But I never want to forget the ones who come before me and sang that song and made my mood totally different.I wanted to add some by Prince but I guess you tube don't play with him..Lol. Okay it's getting late and I keep adding people. I got to get to bed..I gotta go to work mayne! Peace!

And everyone who knows me KNOWS that I think Travie is a ubber cutie pie...but keepin' it 100...this band inspired me so much..this is my favorite song on their second album. I tore this song up going back and forth to New Orleans for work...

Ladybug's Arts and Crafts

2008-11-10T16:45:00.004-06:00

Whohooooooo I just started another blog for my journals and art. I am so excited about getting started. I probably won't be adding anything new until after the Thanksgiving Holidays. I have to get some new material and things. Yahhhhhhhhhh! I know you're excited...and just incase you're not...YOU SHOULD BE!!!!!

I am also counting down until the time to roll out this piece.

Introducing...........

2008-11-08T10:14:00.003-06:00

I'm at work as usual taking me a break from environmental things. I was listening to my ipod this morning. I ran across one of my most favorite bands of all time Aerosmith. I was listening to the song "Amazing", which is amazing and is one of my favorite by them. I was thinking about the first time I had ever seen Aerosmith. I was a lil girl and the video scared my sister. It was to the song living on the edge. She was mostly afraid of the make-up on his face and all the weird stuff going on with his wardrobe I guess. Aerosmith is one of those bands that when you are a kid you think "Oh they're great", but when you grow up and understand what they are talking about you think "Man, I have got to have me some Aerosmith in my life". LOL..seriously! I saw that video on one of the Beavis and Butthead episodes. My sister use to be such a sensitive child as far I can remember. Who would have thought that she would have grown up to be so strong? Well much love to Aerosmith for helping me get through the fortunately short day! MUAH MUAH MUAH and I look forward to working with them!
Check out the infamously scary video..well if you asked my sissy! Enjoy!

Aerosmith - Livin on the Edge
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Take One

2008-11-07T08:31:00.004-06:00

I haven't done this in a while. I think it's been since before I started work in New Orleans. Anywho, I swear if I didn't take my little walks everyday, I would have no clarity in my head. I was listening to my favorite song by the Marvelous John Legend...I love, You love. I was thinking about the person who weighs very heavy on my heart. It seems like complete agony when you can't express your total admiration (personally). I allow God into my heart when I take my walks of meditation, prayer, and clarity (and dreaming). I allow Him to hear my most private thoughts and then weigh in on what I am thinking. I heard in my mind just as clear as day "You don't trust me with your heart". I immediately begin to smile. This could mean anything...but I take it as God saying..."You don't think that I know what you need, what you love, what you Deserve". Maybe the person who is so heavy on me right now is not in the direction the Lord wants to take me. I can see bigger now. I'm not saying that I am too good for that person, just saying that I am may not be right for that person, but I would imagine that the destined person is just as lovable, huggable, and will weigh on me just as heavy or maybe I'm not suppose to feem heavy and weighed down. Maybe I am suppose to feel light and easy. Hmmm..I'm just thinking now!

I know that I have been seeming extra religious lately, but that is just one of my goal manifesting. I prayed for a closer relationship between me and MY CREATOR GOD and that seems to be what I am getting. I always allow people to express their opinions around me with ZERO offense to them. Whether you believe in God or don't believe in God I give my utmost respect. It takes passion to be on either side. I axe no one off as a friend, so please don't think that because my happiness, joy, peace, love, and life all derives from my realtionship with God that I judge. That is not my job! My job is to love and accept.

Good Morning

2008-11-07T06:41:00.005-06:00

So I have written the 4 songs that are going on my official demo. I am very excited about that! I'm not sure if I am going to add anything to them, but I have been practicing them every single night. Two of the beats sound alike, but the songs are totally different. I will post them as soon as I get them taken care of legally...lol. Yes, I think that they are that good! Anyway, today seems to be a repeat of yesterday as long as it gets me the pay...lol! I have to remember my goal and remember to pray for patience. I have never set a goal so far off, but hey, this is when we really learn who we are...right? Look out for that demo! It should be really good. I've been getting some good feedback from people including actual djs. I pray that all my dreams-to be a successful artist-comes true. Have a blessed day and bless someone in some way. Peace!

I just got one thing to say......

2008-11-06T07:20:00.006-06:00

John Legend NEVER disappoints ME!!!

I am listening to his new cd and man...He always makes me smile! Good Job Bo-Bo!!! This is real music...you can just feel it...that's how you know it!

Update: Take me away- sings about a girl named Gabriel that wants to be taken away to a place where love is like breathing. I swear if I had ever met John Legend I would think that song is about me. Since I never met him...I am going to assume that he just likes the name Gabriel..lol...

This is why I do...what I do!

2008-11-05T09:09:00.004-06:00

This morning has been an all together blessed morning. First, we got the president that I think this world needs...notice I did not say country I said world. I am inspired by him and will continue to lift him and his family up in prayer for favor, guidance, mercy, grace, etc. I pray that he holds up his end...I will definitely contribute what I can. Unfortunately I was not able to vote b/c of the incompetent registrars office who could not get me my absentee ballot on time, while I'm working in Orlando. You would think that I called them day before the election or something. We have been going back and forth since October 6. That's neither here nor there b/c the country still ended up in the hands of the man that I prefer guide us into change. He is still merely a MAN so I will pray for God to be with him

Aside from the success of the election, I recieved a email from one of co-worker who read my blog this morning. Before I post the email (which I got her permission to post)...I will say this. I see people read my blog but do not leave a message, comment, suggestions, or anything. I have over 120 views and I only have about 6-10 comments. There was a time that I was going to stop my blog b/c I thought that no one reading or feeling inspired by it. Then I started going back and reading my blog and I started inspiring myself. I started posting blogs to get things off my chest and started to feel relieve and refreshed. It became more important to me then anyone else. This is the reason I want to do music. I have alot to say that I know that people need to hear and feel encouraged and inspired. Here is the email below. I am proud to say that I have helped someone see a little bit clearer. God is using me everyday!

Hey,
I needed to listen to some music today to get my mind off what is not really important. And I remembered that you sent me a link to your blog. I clicked on your blog and I started looking for the music link and of course I could not find it because I normally go on blogs. To make a long story short I stumble across something that you wrote called “Finding Happiness in the Small Things”. As I begin to read it I realize that I have to be thankful for what I have and appreciate who God made me to be. I told God this morning that I want to be great but I want to be great for Him and I asked Him where do I start how do I obtain greatness to be a blessing to others and not just myself. He says “greatness starts on the inside of you” I have been sort of where you were before you forgave yourself. I can relate to when you said “One of the toughest things that I am been going through lately is wanting what other people have not realizing what I already have. What a foolish thing to do! That makes me feel terrible that I would out time from my writing and my singing..loving..praising..cherishing...artistry...to envy someone else. I thank God for you and He is using you more than you realize you have been such an inspiration to my life over these past couple of weeks. I am now beginning to understand why I met you. It is to pull something out of me that I thought that I once lost. Thanks a millionJ

Oh I forgive myself…. God says I am forgiven!!!!!

Always remember that the greatest accomplishment in life is to know that you helped change someone else’s life in a positive way!!

Adriene Anderson

Thank you Adriene, You have no idea how that makes me feel.

So many people thought that we would never see this day!

2008-11-04T22:54:00.004-06:00

I pray with all my heart that this man follows through with everything he spoke of. I will pray for his family and pray that they remain safe. I pray that the Lord protect them and keep them guide them and hold them. They are blessed and this is history! AMEN!!!!

Finding Happiness in the smallest things!

2008-11-04T14:17:00.005-06:00

I am so blessed to still be alive. I know I say that alot, but I am truly blessed. Every morning I open my eyes...I know that I am here to finally reach that fulfillment that I am always talking about. Ain't that something? Putting on a pair of headphones makes me smile so hard cause I know it's about to take my mind to a different place. Some content place. I find happiness in music. That's like one of the biggest small things ever. Who finds happiness in music? Just those that really appreciate and love and respect it...that's who.

After I've done my reviews for the day at work or during a break I take a walk around the building. That makes me so happy. I get outside and realize that the world is a much bigger place than what is going inside of the building that I just stepped out of. Regardless of that I am going through...I have to remember that there is a a huge word out there waiting for me begging me to discover and explore it. Who finds happiness in a simple walk around the building? Just those who knows how to step outside of their problems and into a realm of great appreciation and humility....that's who.

Sometimes when I am browsing my computer I come across pictures and I sit there and look at all ***hundred and smile and remember those times when things were much simplier. Who looks at pictures and not regret, whine, be bitter, about what could have been, what should have been, what may have been. And wonder why I am not as happy now as I am on these pictures. Just those who acknowledge how far the LORD has bought them and how much stronger they have become because of the pain and confusion that they have been taken through...that's who!

My God!!! Everytime I think of what I am destined to become and the potential that resides inside me. Opening my eyes, giving me breathe, giving me the words to speak and write, I can say one thing...Jesus. What keeps me going? I have no idea besides the fact that God lives through me.

One of the toughest things that I am been going through lately is wanting what other people have not realizing what I already have. What a foolish thing to do! That makes me feel terrible that I would out time from my writing and my singing..loving..praising..cherishing...artistry...to envy someone else. How dare I!...lol..How dare me to do such a thing!...lol.... No one is better than the other. I am better than no one and no one is better than me. We all are just different and the appreciation for one may be stronger than the appreciation for the other.

Forgive Myself....Forgiven!

I just purchased my 3rd iPod..I'm sure that it will not be my last..LOL

Blogger makes me sick! I can never post my pics the way I want and the videos I want. I swear I want to switch....UGH!

I actually have a goal....

2008-11-03T10:58:00.005-06:00

I actually have a goal and I am more than capable of accomplishing it. I am going to spend the rest of the week praying on it....and I will post what I got from my constant prayer this week. So far I have accomplished many or most of my goals that I have posted on this blog...why not add another. This goal will catipult me into my ultimate goal. May the Lord shine HIS favor on me and my family and all my loved one!!!!! Be Blessed and while you're at it Be a blessing kid.

I have a great update. I have just booked Sockit Studio for when I come home for Thanksgiving. Yahhhh!!!! I can not wait to get in a professional studios and record my demos. My mama called me while bumping a very rough draft of my demo and she adored it. She wants me to go all the way. My mama has never been into any of my other songs like that so I think that is a sign from The Almighty! You can check out the site below of where I am going to be recording at! I'm am super ready. Be looking out for some video blogs!!! MUAH http://www.sockitstudio.com/

Wanting too much..too soon!

2008-11-02T13:32:00.002-06:00

You know I always find myself in this place of wanting to move too fast. I know that the Lord has designated a time and place for me to step into my own light. He doesn’t want me to ease into someone else's. I have really been testing my talent and I have really been testing my patience things are looking up and moving along just fine. I can’t help myself sometimes from wanting more. I think it’s just my drive that sometimes get the best of me. I will let God take care of this. I’ll be fine. Let’s let the day go by and listen to one of my favorite songs. This is Jason Mraz “I’m yours”. I’m still on this journey of writing, praying, loving, and living. I have to keep reminding myself to look around and know that I am also blessed! Peace!

In my prayers!!!!

2008-11-02T13:27:00.004-06:00

So I heard the saddest story ever about two days ago. Jennifer Hudson..someone who has always inspired me with her voice, lost two very important people in her life. This was a act of total senseless violence. Her family has been in my prayers and I can’t even imagine what she is going through. I wanted to post one of Jennifer’s most inspirational songs (and my personal favorite) off her debut album. Much love to the fam!!!! Click on the link under the picture!

This is an old blog from something that I was trying to do. She actually lost 3 people! I am still praying for this child. She is a blessed person..I'm sure she will make it through! God bless Her!

My present to myself!!!

2008-11-02T13:22:00.003-06:00

I was going to create a new site like I said in my previous post, but things got wayyyy to complicated. The next couple of posts are going to be the post that I typed up on my "new blog". All I wanted was a blog with better features like adding music and photos. Ole' well.

Long Time No Blog!

2008-10-31T08:58:00.005-05:00

Good Morning,

This has been a transitioning 2 months. Let's first start by saying that it seems as if it's been three years or something already. I am definitely loving Florida. The weather is beautiful even when it's cloudy. I made my way to Daytona finally (pictures below), I also made my way to Universal Studios.

I have had a couple of things to blog about whenever I got the time. Let's start with the slow driving in Orlando. What is up with that? I can not believe that you would let someone from a small place like Baton Rouge pass you by on the highway. WOW! I'm loving my job *coughandmypaycheckcough*. I miss my family and friends. I have a goal to save $10,000 by June of next year. I think that I can do! I know that I can do it! I just pray to stay focus without swaying to left and right like my thoughts and idea normally do. My sum it up is 185! I am very proud of that. I think that is my Pre-FEMA days size if not smaller. I know when I came home from Las Vegas I was 170 something.

There is a Florida Music Conference tomorrow that I unfortunately will not be making it to. I see it as being very beneficial but it's just not a good time for me right now. I know that cause I feel that in my spirit. I am going home for Thanksgiving to spend time with the fam and friends...get some good grub...and get some sleep.

My mind is in a billion different places and I am stuck in one place. I have a bunch of dreams and creative ideas and I am just sitting around trying to think of ways to make them come to pass. It's hard seeing everyone around you being content with what they are doing or doing their dream job and you are still dreaming. I will not subject myself to unhappiness by moving too fast. I pray for patience and humility. I am going to get to where I am getting eventually and my goal is to smile and be genuinely happy when others are reaching their destinations.

My music is taking first seat in my mind right now and it's aggrevating cause I have a job here to do and I have bills to pay and things to take care of. Music is just going to have to wait! I CAN NOT BELIEVE I JUST TYPED THAT! music is just be going to have to wait! Wow I must really growing up! Well it's time to get my grown woman on. Peace..

Oh one last thing. I have this program called iWeb in my computer..so I figured that I would just create me a more personalized continuation of this blog. Guess what? Not going to happen! I'd rather work with this generic blog and one day change it, then to work with that complicated thing...all these publishing issues that I having. I'm giving that up! This will continue to be my beautiful blog. I have out too much work in this one anyway. That's for you Les since you keep asking about that other blog!

The Bird's the Word...LMAO...

2008-10-24T21:21:00.001-05:00

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Survey Slices

2008-10-17T08:14:00.002-05:00

76 Questions You've Probably Never Been Asked

First thing you wash in the shower?: My shoulders
What color is your favorite hoodie?: I just got a new one and it black and white plaid
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?: Yep
Do you plan outfits?: Nope..I know what jeans i want to wear and the rest is history
How are you feeling RIGHT now?: Anxious....that's not good
Whats the closest thing to you thats red?: Powerade
Do you say aim or a-i-m?: neither
Tell me about the last dream you remember having?: Ooooo it was deep
Did you meet anybody new today?: Nope the day just started
What are you craving right now?: Sleep and Music
Do you floss?: Not as often as I should
What comes to mind when I say cabbage?: MMMMm a good homecooked meal
When was the last time you talked on aim?: Never
Are you emotional?: I can be
Would you dance to the taco song?: What is the taco song?
Have you ever counted to 1,000?: Never
Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?: I lick it cause I have extremely sensitive teeth
Do you like your hair?: I love my hair
Do you like yourself?: I LOVE myself
Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?: Of course...I'm sure he's not that bad a person
Would you throw potatoes at him?: No wasting food please
Have you ever been in a castle?: I wish
What are you listening to right now?: nothing, but soon...the cool kids
Are your parents strict?: Nope
Would you go sky diving?: of course...with the right person
Do you like cottage cheese?: nope
Have you ever met a celebrity?: Yep
Do you rent movies often?: All the time...I love movies and going to the movies...just not on a first date
Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?: I love sparkly things so I would think so
How many countries have you visited?: Just this one
Have you made a prank phone call?: Yep
Ever been on a train?: Yeah not a real one though...just like a trans or something
Brown or white eggs?: White
Can you count backwards from 74?: Yeah...but who wants to
Who sits in behind you in your math class?: no math classes here
Do you own something from Hot Topic?: Yep....All my GCH shirts
Do you have a cell-phone?: Yep
Do you use chap stick?: Sometimes
Do you own a gun?: Nope
Can you use chop sticks?: A Little..it's not perfect
Who are you going to be with tonight?: My lovely self
Are you too forgiving?: I am the opposite, but I have worked on it and I am better
Ever been in love?: NOPE
What is your best friend doing tomorrow?: I am working tomorrow...And Jesus is watching over me
Ever have cream puffs?: Nope, but would love to try them
Last time you cried?: Not that long ago...I think
What was the last question you asked?: I don't remember
Favorite time of the year?: Fall and Christmas...Christmas above all
What is your bus number for school?: I think when I was in school it was 1468
Do you have any tattoos?: Nope
Are you sarcastic?: Sometimes when I need to be
Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?: Yep
Boys or girls?: Boys please...girls are too needy..some boys are too but I avoid them
Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?: Nope
Ever walked into a wall?: Yep
Favorite color?: All colors
Have you ever slapped someone?: Ugh I don't think so
Is your hair curly?: Yep
What was the last CD you bought?: Jennifer Hudson and Robin Thicke...perfect
Do looks matter?: Nope
Could you ever forgive a cheater?: Yes...not more than once though
Is your phone bill sky high?: Yes it is
Do you like your life right now?: I love my life cause I see where it's going...straight to the top
Do you sleep with the TV on?: Every Night..on Nick at Night ...George Lopez is hilarious
Can you handle the truth?: Most of the time....It helps though
Do you have good vision?: It's okay
Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?: No Way
How often do you talk on the phone?: Not often just when my mama or sister call, I utilize text and email
The last person you held hands with?: No one
What are you wearing?: Cloths
What is your favorite animal?: babies...lmao....i love baby monkeys
Where was your default picture taken at?: I don't know
Can you hula hoop?: Yep...I'm pretty good at it
Do you have a job?: A great job
What was the most recent thing you bought?: A new hoodie that is sooooo comfortable
Have you ever crawled through a window?: Yes

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Having Conversations with myself

2008-10-17T07:37:00.004-05:00

Gabie to Gabie: You better go hard and better not back down from no $%*@! Understand?

Yep...I think it's about that time!!

2008-10-16T12:39:00.005-05:00

I think she is the one in the industry that impresses me the most...who else you know can make a video this fabulous with just a plain ass black and white background..LMAO...This child is blessed with presence...period...not to mention that's what I be trying to say...love me...don't wanna see me with no one else...make it official brah!!!!...Time to shut it down again!! I will write a song for her one day I'm sure.....Peep the link!!!
http://www.thefader.com/tag/beyonce

Survey...did you miss me

2008-10-15T16:30:00.001-05:00

You. Your dreams and aspirations

What is your name?: Gabie Denise
When is your birthday?: March
Any tattoos piercings. If so.list.: I have piercings in my ears only..oh and my nose
Why'd you get them?: I just wanted to do something..no real reason
Do you get along with your parents?: Yes
Do you have siblings?: Yes
If so describe each one.: My sister is MS. LADY and My brother is a BOSS
What do you want to become when you grow up?: Singer/Songwriter..among other things
Have you graduated high school yet?: yes
How are you feeling right at this moment?: ready to go
What car do you want at this moment?: Bently GT..i think that's the name is it..Convertible
Do you have a job at this moment? How do you like it?: Yes..I love the pay....period
Whats everyone doing in your house at this moment?: I don't know..I am a far ways from my house
How often do you get onto Myspace?: every other day..use to be everyday
Do you have any "Haters"?: They keep it secret if I do
Why do you think they hate on you?: Because they recognize who I am and see the potential of who I can become
If they could hear you right now, what would you say to them?: Nothing..I would just smile
What do you like to do on your free-time?: Write, Sing, Watch T.V. Surveys of course
What do most of your friends tease you about?: My values
Is there anything you would change about yourself?: I am changing everyday to become the best person I can be
If so, why?: We should all change into someone better
How is life for you going so far?: Life is Beautiful..sometimes lonely and boring but I'm still here
What did you get into trouble for at school?: Nothing really
Who was your favorite all time teacher?? why?: Coach Hill and Ms Grayson
What is your favorite flower?: Lily
Do you daydream? About what?: I daydream so much it's ridiculous...everything
Do you miss anything right now?: I miss my old co-workers, my mommy and sissy, my sister girl in Las Vegas
Describe your dream home?: Very cozy and intimate, small garden in the back, huge kitchen, entertainment room
How many and what kind of pets do you want with you in that dream home?: NO PETS!!! Unless I fall for a man with a pet or my kids want one
Would a husband/wife eventually come in also or do you like to live alone?: I definitely see myself married...not before I am completely ready though
Name all of the people you dated so far.: Uh.....*crickets*
Whats so special about the one now?: Not dating
Is saying goodbye easy to you?: Yes..well it depends
If so, how do you do it?: You really hurt me and I just can't be friends with someone like you. I always say talk to you later
What color are your eyes?: Beautiful Bold Brown
Any compliments from them?: All the time
What does the opposite sex compliment most on you?: Lips, Eyes, Personality, Big Boobs..lol
Are you shy?: Sometimes
Whats your favorite color?: All colors
Whats your favorite shoe? why?: I like most shoes...not picky
Whats your favorite season? why?: Fall and Winter...Beautiful and Warm
In the future do you want children? How many?: Yes about 5
What scares you most about becoming a parent later on in the future?: That I won't stop cursing and they will be unruly
Will you tell your children you love them every day?: EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Will you pack their lunch or would you just throw em a Lunchable?: Both
You hope to God, that your child wont be:____: Unhealthy
Describe your future husband.: Perfect for ME!
When he comes home from work, you'll _____: Have his dinner waiting with a kiss
He's having a bad day, what do you do to make him feel better?: Fix his favorite meal...foot rub...some nu nu
Anything you'd do for him?: Love him unconditionally
What about your child?: Love them unconditionally
How would do spend family time together?: I mean...we would just spend time together..whatever is fun
Promise you'll always be there for your husband?: I PROMISE
Promise you'll always be there for your child/children?: I DOUBLE PROMISE
When would you take pictures to capture those moments?: Every chance I get
Whats your favorite dish?: Spaghetti
Whats your favorite candy?: Hershey's Cookies and Cream
Whats that typical midnight snack?: Hershey's Cookies and Cream
Is it possible that anyone you talk to now, could be your future husband?: UH NO!!!! LMAO
Why do you think that?: I don't feel anything
Is it possible that you may adopt?why?: It's possible...just to experience it!
What colleges do you love?: LSU, SU
What will break your heart about going away to college?: I don't know..not always being there
What would you do to make it better?: Find some good friends
Have you ever visited that college/colleges?: I live by them
What do you like about that college.colleges?: LSU has got the best looking campus ever...lol
Any relatives live close to that college?: I do
Do you think you'd gain that Freshman 15?: I have gained the FEMA 50..but I lost it..LOL
Would you care?: ....................
Whats your favorite number?: 7
Do you have a favorite cartoon character?: Yes Stewie and Timmy
Why do you like him/her?: I love them both cause they are too cute
What do you sleep with?: Myself...lol..I use to sleep with a Polar Bear on Ice Skates
Why?: Oh I loved him so much..he was my protector
For how long?: A LONG TIME!!!!
Would you sleep without it?: My mom stayed up all night one night looking for him cause I couldn't sleep...and I was not a baby either...lol
Would you have complications sleeping without it?: I never slept without it so I don't know
Whats your favorite type of jewelry?: I love hair jewelry
Why?: I love my hair...my natural hair
What do most people call you?: Gabie, Gabby, Gabz
Do you have a lot of people that hate you?: They keep it a secret
Do you have a lot of people that adore you?: People LOVE ME
What state do you live in?: Dirtty South...Pick one
Describle a place you would move to with your family.life.friends.future?: I would move to California...i think..it's beautiful...or Florida
Do you like gifts?: Yep...only meaningful ones
Has anyone giving you something over the top expensive?: My mama and daddy got me a DVD Camcorder when they first came out...it was like $700..but it was my B-Day
What was your reaction?: I knew it was coming cause I begged for it
Did they tell anyone about it before they gave it to you?: I BEGGED FOR IT
Who was your best girl/guy friend back then?: Dana and Erica and Brandy
Do you guys still talk?: Sometimes
Whats your view on life?: We make mistakes to learn and we learn to grow
Do you think everything only gets better and better?: Yep
What do you do when no one's home?: I pretend that I am singing the song on my radio and that I am in concert
How often do you do it?: All the time...seriously
Who do you love?: JESUS, My Family, MySelf

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Smile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-15T12:40:00.003-05:00

Dance Luv Music......Ladybugs A&C.........Brown's Shopping Strip...........Leira............Ole' Happy Days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just another day.....or will it be????

2008-10-13T08:26:00.002-05:00

I hope it's not!!!!

LMAO

2008-10-08T14:33:00.002-05:00

http://www.maniacworld.com/Black-Man-in-an-Elevator.html

This is too funny! LMAOOOOO!

A Kept Woman

2008-10-08T08:39:00.001-05:00

I Am a 'Kept' Woman.
You see, there were a few times when I thought I would lose my mind, but GOD kept me sane. (Isa. 26:3)There were times when I thought I could go no longer, but the LORD kept me moving. (Gen 28:15)At times, I've wanted to lash out at those whom I felt had done me wrong, but the LORD kept my mouth shut. (Psa. 13)Sometimes, I think the money just isn't enough, but GOD has helped me to keep the lights on, the water on, the car paid, the house paid, etc.., (Matt. 6:25 -34)When I thought I would fall, HE kept me up. When I thought I was weak, HE kept me strong! (I Pet. 5:7, Matt. 11:28-30)I could go on and on and on, but I'm sure you hear me! I'm blessed to be 'kept.'Are you...or do you know a 'kept' woman?

Missing Me!

2008-10-07T13:28:00.003-05:00

I don't have time for long blogs. I am thinking of changing my blog because I am not able to upload the videos that I want. Poot on this thing...I want to start my blog somewhere else. We'll see. I just googled myself...that was interesting...try it! Anyways.....I caught a burp in my hand and smelled it. It was RIPE!!!! UGH! Peace!

I agree...I don't want to see your A*$ kid!!!!

2008-10-04T08:21:00.002-05:00

http://www.ireport.com/docs/DOC-103348#

45 Days Until

2008-10-02T08:22:00.004-05:00

I am working hard in Orlando...I will deserve a treat. I'm not sure which one I am getting yet...but trust..it will have plenty of room for my music and videos.......

Don't forget who I am!

2008-09-23T05:39:00.005-05:00

Good Morning,
I was thinking yesterday morning about wow I have been blessed with a great opprotunity. I have a awesome job that carried me to Florida and God knows where else in the future...paying me wayyy more, and paying for everything I may need along the way. I almost forgot that what my ultimate goal was in life besided being a follower of Christ, being a great wife and mother, I almost forgot that I was blessed with job for a reason. I think that I was blessed with this job to catapult me financially into the studio and record the great songs that I have written in the most professional atmosphere that I can. The money that I am going to make here in just one month is going to allow me to pay off debt and record a great demo. I don't know what God's ultimate plan is for me, but I know it involves music, being creative, and most of all being myself. Even though I love my job while I am in this position...I know regardless of how much money they pay me...never can ever take the place of music in my heart...ever...not even $$$$$. Yeah you can make me forget...but not for long. I think it's okay for me to get off track sometimes...that part of being human and excepting that you are not perfect. I've written great songs and my friends Les gave me his electric guitar. I am trying my best to learn to play that. I don't want to let Les down...lol. Anyway, I have a busy day ahead of me, but I am looking forward to not sitting in the office all day. I am a blessing because I am blessed. Have a good one!!!!!!!!

What a journey....truly blessed! Tha Catch Up!

2008-09-20T23:03:00.022-05:00

My sissy in the punk glasses!!! CUTE

Me lookin cute at Applebee's

A wink for a cutie pie!!! That's you!

I love those clips I got from Claire's with the buttons..ain't that cute

Me in the punk glasses....FIERCE!!!

Me and my sister girl Shika Shay! I miss you already!

Awwww my other stister...yea I spelled it STISTER!!!

Random Pic: That's before I came to Orlando..The Lord saves me!!!

Random Pic: OFF DAY! lol

The air from up there. I bet this is how being in love feels like..like being on an airplane and lookin down on the people/places on the ground wishing they could know what you feel..riding and resting in the clouds...

I just couldn't get any really good pictures!

My room...so nice

The bedroom

The Kitchen

The bathroom

My Gym Class Heroes shirt I bought with my Quilt cd...UMMM Can we get some more GCH merchandise out there in the stores please!! GEEZ!!!

Shika Shay on stage at Guitar Center

Cachet's funny sleeping mask...halarious and she really wears it

Pretty Stister!!!

4am in the morning after coming from Bourbon Street. Cachet had a huge drink...lmao...and she had the giggles!

NOTE: I am too tired to put them pictures in order....DEAL WITH IT!

Hey Hey Hey,

I have been so busy for the last 3 days and things are just now slowing down. All good things have happened though.

Let's start with Sept. 9: My sister girl Cachet from Las Vegas came out and spent a whole week with me. We had so much fun. We hung out on Bourbon street and in The French Quarter. She was so amazed by the trees and grass. If you ever been to Las Vegas then you would understand why. She sings beautifully and write her own songs. She is getting better and better everyday. If was refreshing having her around..someone who loves music as much as me.

When Chachet was packing up to go, my job called and asked to me come to Florida and work. I am now in Orlando. I will be here for about 30 days, but hopefully longer. I have issues with hotel rooms, getting lost and almost driving to Tampa, GPS not working and charging up....but I am enjoying this experience. I am so close to all of the attractions. I plan to visit the beaches, Universal Studios, and Disney before I leave. I was suppose to go to Daytona tomorrow, but I am totally exhausted so I don't know how I am going to feel later. We'll see if some pictures get posted. The weather is great and the city is great. The traffic and way better than back home.

I'm pretty tired man, but I didn't want to now do my therapy which is my blogging...lol..it just feels great to go back and read how I felt months ago. Anyway....I still feel a little lonely out here cause I have no one to see the city with....but I think I manage alone for a while.

Good night and remember to say your prayers!!!!!!

Sum it up!!!!!

2008-09-07T14:16:00.000-05:00

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A Little out of Place!

2008-09-06T12:30:00.001-05:00

For some odd reason I feel so out of place this weekend. It has nothing, well, a little to do with me not being home due to the hurricane, but it's something else. I can not put my finger on it....I'm sure if I thought about it I would probably come up with something. It's a certain kind of loneliness that I am feeling. I am surrounded by people who love me, but very little people that relates to me. To be completely honest no one really relates to me and my the strong desire to do my music. Maybe that's it.....UNFULLFILLMENT! I'm so young so I shouldn't expect to feel fullfilled......or should I ? I know that God have all the answers, but that does not keep me from being curious. I don't like the uncertainty of my blog title....."A journey to where?". I know exactly where I want to go. I want to take those gradual steps to fullfillment. I am officially changing my blog title to "A journey to where I want to be". I don't want to leave that question up in the air for life to plan it out for me. I am going to co-write this story with My Father in Heaven. No more question marks....I want to leave that for people who don't know where they belong....and with people who have no idea who they are....where they are going....where they want to be....or what they want to do. I know where I want to be...I still have questions and concerns and that's okay. I'm sure of it! My blogs have been sounding the same so that says to me that I probably have not been making much progress. Or maybe I have but I need to make progress I can see. There goes that impatient spirit again. I am still praying on that! Peace until the next episode!

We got light and air...finally

2008-09-04T19:50:00.004-05:00

Well we had to get out of the city in order to get some light and air. Baton Rouge is still in the dark..well most of it. They are talking about weeks before we get lights. I am not enthused about that at all. Me and fam had to hit of New Orleans and get some comfort. Me and my sis actually had to sleep in the car last night, which was actually pretty comfortable. We had to get in around 3am because of the lightening, rain, and thunder. My sissy wasn't really feeling the car thing but I was okay. I can not eat certain foods so it was hard for me for the last 3 days. I have been basically hungry, but today we got to the N.O. and I went to Copeland's. I got blackened red fish....and oooooo oo it was sooooo good. I could eat the entire thing but it was delicious.....mmmmmmm m. I hear that some of my friends have trees through their roof and power boxes and trees blocking their street. Below I will have some video of the hurricane. check it out!

The photos below are of a tree that came completely out of the ground....my videos are not working for some reason right now! Thanks God we made it through!

I don't think I'm in Louisiana anymore!!

2008-09-02T22:02:00.010-05:00

Okay so it's 10:03 Tuesday, September 02. Well it should say that already on my blog posting. Well we are without power and have been since yesterday morning. I am afraid of the dark of course and I and just seeing by candle light. I am not alone thank God. I have my sister with me, but it is so dark outside it's like I'm not even at home. This seem like a foreign place to me. I don't like that. I was listening to the radio in the car and I'm hearing day and even weeks before the lights are back on. I can not go another day without lights....for more reason than one. My sister and I left early today on the quest for some hot food. We found it after a long drive around Baton Rouge. Most of the lights were out, trees have popped like toothpicks, gas stations were packed, and it's not what's up. Yesterday we were outside catching some of the gusto from the Hurricane taking pics and stuff. It was fun yesterday, but today it is no fun....lol....I wish I would have left town earlier. Well I have some pictures of what I've seen so far. Peep the bottom! :) :( :)

This is the back parking lot at my house!! Trees were falling down! :)

Live in Harmony People

2008-08-26T15:14:00.001-05:00

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Days like these are the worst!

2008-08-26T08:43:00.004-05:00

I hate the days when I feel overwhelmed and compelled to write something...while knowing that no one is listening and no one is watching and no one is reading. I hate the days when I feel as if I am even thinking in vain. It's not a feeling of complete hopelessness, just a certain type of artistic hopelessness. When the loving in not felt and more importantly not reciprocated. I hate the days when I can't even sleep at night because I feel I should be doing something else...like singing or writing or dancing or something. The nights when I feel like I am wasting time getting rest when I should be on hustle mode, but I have to hustle not for my music but for my other bills. And I am tired of society telling me that my other bills are more important than my music. I hate the days when it just feels like a repeat of the day before. Sometimes, just to shake things up, I wake up at different times and be late for work just so I don't feel the same as yesterday. Tired and Disgusted. Sometimes I come to work so early just so that I feel as if I am doing something so different. Well, my day will come, where I will find my place, where I can be in peace with going to sleep at night....knowing that I have done everything I can within those 16 hours to ensure that my dreams are going to eventually manifest. Until that day comes...I am not going to just hate the days that makes me want to break out into a run for the horizon, but I am also going to love those days. I feel pressured and pressure bust pipes. Well I feel like an old pipe and I am ready for some new water to get to following inside of me and bust this old pipe. I bet that made sense to no one but me. God is going to bless me!

Soulful

2008-08-25T16:37:00.001-05:00

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What do you prefer.... -

Dancing or singing? - I can\'t choose one

Being sad or angry? - sad

Honesty that hurts or lies that comfort? - Honesty

Loving someone or being loved? - being loved

Missing someone you care about or being around someone you don’t? - missing someone I care about

Have people not like you for who you are or like you for who you’re not? - Not like me

Being broken up with or being the one doing the breaking up? - still hurts either way

Movies or music? - ooohhh that\'s a toughie...MUSIC

Live in the air or the ocean? - depends on the neighborhood...lol

Wood or metal? - Metal

Fire or ice? - Depends

Girlfriends or boyfriends (not romantic)? - Boyfriends are wayyyyy better than girlfriends...

Cartoons or puppets? - cartoons

Being vulnerable or being strong? - being strong

Rain, snow, wind or sunshine? - snow and sunshine

(really hope this doesn’t offend..) having an orgasm or giving one? - wow....both

Making love or just getting busy? - making love

Adventurous or conservative? - Adventerous is the only way to live

Straight forward questions.... -

Do you think life is.. simple and easy or complicated and hard? - complicated and hard, but that\'s the fun part

Do you love everyone in your family, just because they’re family.. or do you love the ones you love.. and not love the ones you don’t? - I love everyone....

If you had the option to never cry again, would you take it? - Nope...crying is like pruning....

If you had the option to be someone different, would you take it? - somewhat meaning what? I pretty much like myself...when i get on the excercise thing I\'ll be really good..lol

Are you or have you ever been, afraid of yourself? - Uh no

Are you afraid of anyone else? - Nope

What’s the best emotion or feeling to experience? - Someone totally having your back and being in God\'s good graces

What’s the worst emotion or feeling to experience? - Alone

Do you always speak your mind? - Nope...some things don\'t need to be said and that\'s when we need wisdom

What’s your favorite material possession? - My music and writing

What do you think is a waste of time? - Arguing

Have you ever not been there for a friend? - I don\'t think so...I have never been told so

What impresses you? - The ability to be an adult and still be so much fun to be around

What draws you to other people? - Humor and Wisdom

Have you found your soul mate? - Nope

Do you believe in only one soul mate, or many? - Yes just one

Can you be deep friends with someone immediately or does that only come with time? - come with time

What is the most unique thing about you? - I am Gabie Denise...that\'s enough

Do you like the majority of people in the world? - I haven\'t met the majority but I\'m sure we\'ll get along just fine

Do you think people like you for who you are, or what you can do for them? - Who I am...not really in the posistion to do much

If you could pick a different name for yourself, what would it be? - I love my name

What would you not put up with from a friend? - Bitchy flaky attitude...the quickest way to get dismissed

If you could have one talent that you don’t already have, what would it be? - Ice Skater or Gymnastics

What are you good at? - Singing

What are you bad at? - something

Have you ever been so happy, you cried? - I almost cried

If you miss someone.. do you want to be reminded of them, or forget? - be reminded

What do you expect.... -

From a friend? - Loyalty and Trust

From a relative? - SAME with unconditional love

From someone you’re romantic with? - all of the above with much laughter

From yourself? - Even more than everyone else

From a stranger? - Just a genuine smile and hello

What pops into your head.. that you will share? - Smiles

One question for me? - are you smiling

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Yep...boring,,,

2008-08-25T16:08:00.001-05:00

Complete The Statements...

My dream house could be described as:: Warm with a garden in the back
A million dollars would best be used:: To help take care of my family and church
In ten years I will be:: Wealthy, married, a mother, happy, at peace, a blessing, blessed, etc.
My favorite year/age was___ because:: Probably as a kid
If I could just kiss:: Johnny Depp...but i wouldn't cause he's a husband and dad now...so....yeah
If I could rid the world of one thing it would be:: HATE
At Starbucks I normally order:: Nothing...that ain't my style
The best dream I ever had involved:: Pink Flowers and a feeling of being free
My favorite photograph:: I don't have any....
The most recent phone call I received:: My mama
When I hear the word 'eject' I automatically think of:: VCR
I can only compare the feeling of being loved to:: bathing in a kind sun and a perfect day in the fall
The most fun I ever had was:: Chillin' with my girls in Las Vegas
I want to visit ___ because:: Everywhere...because I feel I CAN
If I could travel back in time I would:: Go back to school and get into a really great IVY LEAGUE COLLEGE
In my favorite book, the main character:: Is the talented, fun, funny, but confused about life sometimes...and in love
Two songs that would be on the soundtrack of my life would be:: Move Along:AAR & Never would have made it: Marvin Sapp....okay just 2 is not fair
I will never ever:: Never say Never
If my house was burning down one thing I would definitly grab would be:: Pictures of my family
My romantic status is currently:: Null and void
My best friend is:: ME
I love:: My Family & Art
This one time I was at the beach and:: I almost drowned in a suction thing
Piericings are:: Okay
The one person I can always count on is:: My sister and mama and papa
Wal-Mart is:: Addictive
The most over used phrase would have to be:: OMG
The one CD I can listen to without skipping is:: John Legend
My bedroom is missing:: Everything I want....seriously....no falt screen, no vanity, no temper-pedic...nothing

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You know what time it is!!!!

2008-08-25T15:46:00.001-05:00

A Rainbow of Questions in the Sky of Your Life!

*Red*
Closest red thing to you?: My powerade
Last thing to make you angry?: Things being misplaced my other people
Do you have a temper?: Not as bad as I use to
Last warning you were given?: Pay my credit card
Ever been in love?: Nope
Are you a fan of romance?: A huge fan...but not the flowers and ish..more like the entire collection of Family Guy, but I'll go for flowers every now and then
*Orange*
Closest orange thing to you?: Sticky tabs
Do you like to burn things?: Uh No...just candles
Dress up for halloween?: sometimes..well all the time. I was a kitty kat last year..and I was called Big Kitty but a 10 yr old
Are you usually a warm-hearted person?: Very warm hearted
Do you have anything against ginger hair?: Nothing at all
Are you usually full of energy?: YEP
*Yellow*
Closest yellow thing to you?: More sticky note..I need color around me
The happiest time of your life?: Christmas as a child
Favourite holiday?: Christmas
What makes you smile?: Christmas
Are you a coward?: I am afraid of the dark...does that count me in
Do you burn or tan?: neither
*Green*
Closest green thing to you?: jar of pickles
Do you care about the environment?: Somewhat...i know..it's a shame
Are you jealous of anyone right now?: Nope
Are you a lucky person?: I am a blessed person
Do you always want what you can't have?: Nope
Do you like being outdoors?: Yep...depends on the weather
*Blue*
Closest blue thing to you?: Internet card
Are you good at calming people down?: Yep
Do you like the sea?: I don't think I've been out on the open sea
Last thing to make you cry?: Not being able to go to the studio
Are you a logical thinker?: Pretty Logical
Can you sleep easily?: Depends..usually
*Purple*
Closest Purple thing to you?: My piggy bank
Like being treated to expensive things?: Of course...
Do you like mysterious things?: yep
Favourite type of chocolate?: milk chocolate
Ever met anyone in royalty?: nope
Are you creative?: Very...Extermely
*Pink*
Closest pink thing to you?: My tupperware dish
Are you gay/bisexual?: Nope..I am pretty straight
Do you like sweet foods?: Yep
Like play-fighting?: sure why not
Are you sensitive?: just when it comes to my feelings being played with
Do you like punk music?: Love it
*White* (in the clouds...)
Closest white thing to you?: My notebook
Would you say you're innocent?: Most folks would say so
Always try to keep the peace?: Of course..who wants to be at war with someone....not me
How do you imagine your wedding, if you want one?: Very meaningful and intimate
Do you like to play in the snow?: I want to go to the snow one day it doesn't snow here
Are you afraid of going to the doctors or dentists?: YES
*Black* (at night)
Closest black thing to you?: My computer
Ever enjoy hurting people?: Hell no
Are you sophisticated or silly?: Silly but I am acclimate pretty well
Afraid of death?: No...I believe in Heaven..I just don't like funerals
Would you like to go to space?: I would love to
Do you have a lot of secrets?: Nope
*And as the day draws to a close...*
What is your favourite colour?: Every color
Does the colour you wear affect your mood?: Nope
What colour are your bedroom walls?: Earth tones
You prefer contrasting or harmonizing colours?: either way
Do you like to paint?: I love to paint
What colour would you think best symbolises your personality?: WHITE...cause I get a fresh new start everytime!

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When I fell in Love!

2008-08-21T07:47:00.003-05:00

Hey lover,
I remember when I first met you. My mother would play Purple Rain & Ross Royce before she would go out or when she would just sit around the house. You crept into my heart and took my breathe away. I would dance and sing along. Me not knowing then that you were slowing taking me over. Then I hear the songs of TLC, Kriss Kross, Excape, SWV, Jade, Envogue etc. I would dance night and day. I couldn't even sit and eat dinner with my family for wanting to be apart of your world. Moving out of my seat and catching a beating for it. I grew and you grew in me. You became apart of my body then you became apart of my voice. My mama got me some Eagles to please this part of me that was asking for it and I started to fly. I didn't say a word but I guess my body was sending the signal. I got ahold of Monica, Brandy, Faith, Toni, 702 and many more. I would imitate that sound not yet knowing my own voice. I had no idea what you were doing with me but I just went along for the ride. I was so in love I didn't care how you would help or hender me...I just knew that I wanted you around...touching every part of who I was. There were so many places that you showed your face and everytime I would see it..it would take my breathe away. I remember when you put in my ear the beautiful voice of India Arie singing Ready for Love. I was intrigued with what you could do with sound. I missed alot along the way to where I am going with this open love letter to you...the one that has always held my heart...the one that has always made me feel as if you were the only one that is listening. I love you. I really love you. No man, nor woman, nor thing in this entire world has ever compelled me like you. I know that God is the only one that could have created something so beautiful as you. People take advantage of you, people don't appreaciate you, but I know that everytime I was sad, happy, angry, you were there with your words, with your sounds to make me feel okay again. I am not saying that you ever solved my problems, what I am saying is that you were the one who held my hand on the way to solving my problems. You are not God, You are not Jesus, but you are my friend. You are the only friend that I have ever had that has never let me down. You make me feel apart of something. I love you, I really love you. When the day comes along that a man takes your place in my heart I know that you will be right there to serenade us. I know that you will be right there to guide us through rough and smooth times...the times that we hate each other...to the times that we are madly in love with each other. I know you have a song for us. Until that day arrives you will thrive in this place that was created in me...just for you. Sing me a song babe...sing me a melody...make me feel like you understand what I am feeling...make me feel like this song is just for me. Music....you have completely taken me over. Music you have completely taken me under...Music you have completely captured apart of me that is vulnerable and in my mind I don't care because I know that you are gentle with me. Music you are my first love...you are my first lover...you are my Music.........I LOVE YOU!!!

I am an innovator!! HAHA in your face!

2008-08-20T10:05:00.002-05:00

You Are the Innovator

You're the type of person who is always a step ahead of everyone else.

You thrive when you're experimenting with new designs, ideas, and attitudes.

You are a creative person with many talents. You have to have artistic outlets in your life.

You need to create - whether it's writing furiously or redecorating your home. If not, your life becomes chaotic.

You tire of doing the same thing every day. You change your job, friends, and personal style often.

You are at your best when you have a focus. If not, you develop a flaky artist's temperament.

What Role Do You Play?

Survey...bored time!!!

2008-08-20T09:52:00.001-05:00

Sum questions

The kind of person you're first attracted to.: the quiet yet attractive person
Do you believe in love at first sight?: UGh...i believe in something like a strong attraction
How do you show someone you're interested?: I don't give them alot..so they have to work for it
Is there such thing as a perfect relationship?: NO...i think that people are perfect for each other..but that's about it
How do you know when someone thinks you're attractive?: if they were persistant in trying to get to know me
How do you know 'it's right'?: I don't know..it's never been right for me yet
Could you date someone who has been only your friend for a long time?: Maybe...it depends
What do you wear to attract the opposite sex?: Mascara...eyes are important to me..lol
What makes someone sexy?: Personality..eyes..and smile
Are you uncomfortable staring in to someone's eyes who likes you?: Not really..i don't think so
Do you come across as confident, sexy, friendly, subtle, or innocent?: I come across as GABIE..you wanna know her...then cross her
When someone catches your eye, do you try to make eye contact or avoid it?: I just make sure that my presence is felt...not too much though
Your favorite colors of eyes in the opposite sex...: It's not about color to me...it's more about shape
What makes you sexy?: My personality, big boobs..lol, my smile, sense of humor, etc.................................
Whats you favorite color hair on the opposite sex?: What?
Do you have a bf/gf?: Nope
Describe them.: n/a
What date did you start going to gether?: n/a
When are you the most happy in a relationship?: n/a
Do you believe in soul mates? Have you found yours?: I do believe in soul mates....no
How many people have broken your heart?: not to many...i try to avoid it
Do you think this one will do the same?: n/a
Would you ever cheat or have you ever cheated?: I will not cheat...everything should be handled like grown ass folks..i'd rather leave first
What is the smallest thing you would consider cheating?: kissing
Have you ever loved someone who didn't love you back?: nah
Have you ever given someone your entire heart?: i wish...i never get that far
What kind of things do you do to show someone you are theirs?: I would just be there...it's simple
Do you want to grow old with someone or be single?: yes...grow old
What's the most romantic thing anyone's ever done for you?: nothing
Describe your dream person.: Smart, Spiritual, Family Oriented, Funny, Talented, Swexyyyy, Etc.
What has been the weirdest date you've ever been on?: UGH....my junior prom date...NASTY
And the very best?: I have no success story as of yet
What's the most money a boyfriend or girlfriend has spent on you?: One year for Christmas..in high school...I got a huge $70 tigger...that was the best gift
And the most you've spent on them?: I honestly don't remember
Which one of your relationships was the shortest?: This guy I dated in the seventh grade for 2 days
Which was the longest?: I was a kid..puppy junk
Are you friends with any of your exes?: UGH i have no idea where any of them are
Do you wish you were back together with any of your exes?: UGH hellz no
Do you ever have dreams about your exes?: what?
If you want to get married, what age? And to who?: Ugh before I am 30 and to the guy listed under dream person
Are you open or closed because of past hurt?: I am pretty open cause I haven't had any serious relationships
Who would you die for?: My mama and sissy
Who do you secretly yearn for?: Ooooo WOW...you like lust? Nonya
The reason you love your signficant other or crush.: I don't have any crushed right now
Would you change yourself for someone you loved? And the one your with now?: No b/c this is just who i am...only if it is for the better like cursing or something like that
Would you give up a dream for someone you loved?: HELLLLLLLLLLLL TO THA NO
Forced to choose between the one your with and a friend who would u keep?: I would choose the most loyal..
Would you quit a job for someone you loved?: Depending on the job
The thing you love about relationships.: You have someone to turn to...whenever
The thing you love about being single.: You have no one to answer or concern yourself with..you just move and be done with it
Favorite thing about the one ur with?: n/a
The person who's on your mind right now...: music....the best LOVER i ever had...woah

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A List of Goodies

2008-08-18T10:12:00.012-05:00

I think that it's about time that this year turned in to what I've been praying for. If you have been reading my blog from the beginning *sound of crickets*, then you know about my goals that I set. Well here is an overview of how things have changed just within the last month. God moves fast I tell ya!!

I have lost 24 lbs. I am proud of myself for that, even though I had a huge booster. I've been doing well with keeping myself on track
I got the job that I wanted for so long now. I get to travel and keep busy. I am actually heading out to Atlanta for a little while in about a month. I am excited cause I get to do some site seeing. I've always just wanted to roam around the city and take pics

My sister is moving out to Las Vegas. I am extremely proud of my TOP MODEL. She is doing big things and I am proud of her.

Nothing has popped off with the music yet. I am still writing, but I think that I want to tackle my bills first. My voice will always be beautiful. I want to go back to taking voice lessons, which I plan to do when I get to Atlanta.

I got my journals and bags into a gallery for sale. I went over to Lezard Rouge in Baton Rouge. I spoke with Pam and she allowed me to sale my things there. I have some pictures below. I may even teach some classes on decorating with fabric glues.

This entire week for me has a cool glass of ice water on a hot day at momo house. I feel like I have somewhere to be now and I am working my way to this place. I feel like I am working so hard that when I get there I will feel that I deserve to be in such a good place. I want to go to school for biology. That will be later down the line though. If there is anything else in this world that I would not mind being besides a singer and writer....it's a biologist. That would be so interesting I bet. I may not have much time to blog then with me studying so much and stuff. LOL! Well things are looking up and so am I.

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This is a bag that I made for someone out of town

And this is a journal that I made for a teacher

GOD IS SO FAITHFUL

2008-08-15T09:29:00.004-05:00

Well, I am going to have the best weekend I have had in months. I was just informed that I have been offered the job that I have been praying for. This is huge for me. It blesses me with the opprotunity to travel without losing my great benefits. I would like to thank my prayer group that I go to on Tuesday's for I know when more than one comes into agreement in the Name of Jesus, something is bound to pop off. I am so grateful, but I am at work and still trying to act professional. LOL. I am praising GOD right now!!!! I am feel so blessed and so happy! I could not have asked for me. I was having such a hard time driving here and back home 3 days a week. It was hard on my body, on my car, on my social life, and hard on my pockets. I make great money but you couldn't even tell 'cause gas was a fool. Well just as God promised...He delivered me from this mess....and now I have a testimony. I am so overcome with joy and contentment. I haven't felt this way in a while...the Lord has blessed me with peace. This will allow me to still accomplish my goals and persue my songwriting, I pay debt, I can save, and most importantly I can help out my family and church more. My gratefulness and appreciation have no limits right now. Well I am not going to babble too much. I just wanted everyone to know that God is worth all the praise and glory. I am blessed and I am a blessing. YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am not afraid of survey!!!!!

2008-08-13T18:04:00.002-05:00

• c o n f e s s i o n s •

~•*be honest*•~
- y e s - o r - n o -
I'M AFRAID OF SILENCE: Nope
I TALK A LOT WHEN I GET NERVOUS: nah not really
I AM REALLY TICKLISH: I am ticklish but not alot
I'VE BEEN CALLED A TEASE: I call myself a tease
I'VE BEEN CALLED "JAIL-BAIT": nah
I'M AFRAID OF THE DARK: yes
I'M AFRAID OF FACING MY BACK TO OPEN DOORS AT NIGHT: I don't like any open doors in my house if the light is off in that room
I CAN'T SLEEP IN A ROOM IF THE CLOSET DOOR IS OPEN: OMG i could never sleep with the closet door open
I AM A HOMOSEXUAL: HA no that is a great question
I BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE: Yes...my mother told me not to
I'VE RUN AWAY FROM HOME: Never...cause my mother would not allow me back
I LISTEN TO POLITICAL MUSIC: elkkkkk no way
I COLLECT COMIC BOOKS: I wish
I SHUT OTHERS OUT WHEN I'M SAD: no I am just really silent
I'VE STAYED OUT ALL NIGHT: Until the break of dawn and i had a blast
I OPEN UP TO OTHERS EASILY: Nope
I AM KEEPING A SECRET FROM THE WORLD: uh nooooo you do know something
I WATCH THE NEWS: Yes...not often though
I OWN OVER 5 RAP CD'S: I own only mixed cds..except for Josh groban...lol
I LOVE DISNEY MOVIES: I LOVEEEEE Disney movies
I AM A SUCKER FOR GREEN EYES: YEP
I AM A SUCKER FOR BROWN EYES: YEP
I AM A SUCKER FOR BLUE EYES: YEP
I DON'T KILL BUGS: I kill bugs...does PETA have something to say about that too
I CURSE: It's terrible and I am trying to quit
I'VE CHEATED ON MY BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: NEVER...even if I had been in a serious relationship before
I'VE SLIPPED AND FELL IN PUBLIC: OF COURSE
I'VE SLIPPED OUT A "LOL" IN A REAL CONVERSATION: OF COURSE NOT
I LOVE SPAM: elkkkk no way
I'M A GOOD COOK: kinda...I bake the hell out of some chicken
I HAVE WORN PAJAMAS TO CLASS: Nope
I HAVE OWNED SOMETHING FROM ABERCROMBIE: Nope
I WANT A BETTER JOB..OR A JOB: Yes
I'VE TALKED ON THE PHONE FOR 6+ HOURS: NEVER...but i will try it one day
I LOVE DR. PHIL: not really he's okay
I LIKE SOMEONE: everyone
I AM GUILTY OF TyPiNg LiKe ThIs: I love to TyPE LikE tHiS...
I AM SELF-CONSCIOUS: sometimes
I LOVE TO LAUGH: ALL THE TIME
I DRINK ALCOHOL FREQUENTLY: nope...i am not good with drinking
I'VE SMOKED A PACK OF CIGARETTES IN 1 DAY: never
I'M NOT A VIRGIN: *cricket*
I LOVE LORD OF THE FLIES: I heard it was good will have to check it out
I EAT COUGH DROPS WHEN I'M NOT SICK: sometimes
I CAN'T SWALLOW PILLS: yes i can
I HAVE A LOT OF SCARS: not really
I CAN'T SLEEP IF I KNOW THERE'S A SPIDER IN THE ROOM: nope i can sleep just fine.....now if its a big spider
I LOVE CHOCOLATE: LOVE IT
I BITE MY NAILS: use to really bad as a child
I TWIRL MY HAIR: sometimes when it's natural
I AM COMFORTABLE WITH BEING ME: I LOVE BEING ME
I PLAY COMPUTER GAMES WHEN I'M BORED: Nope I take surveys
I TAKE THESE GAY SURVEYS WHEN I'M BORED: ALL THE TIME..not gay though
I'VE SEEN A SHOOTING STAR: i think i did....I made a wish anyway
I'VE HAD A "MENAGE A TROIS": UGHHHHHHHH NEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR
I'VE GONE OUT IN PUBLIC IN MY PAJAMAS: Yes
I'VE KISSED A STRANGER: No
I'VE KISSED SOMEONE FOR THE HELL OF IT: No
I'VE HUGGED A STRANGER: Yes
I'VE BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX: Yes
I'VE LAUGHED AND HAD SOME TYPE OF BEVERAGE COME OUT OF MY NOSE: Nope I peed on myseld
I'VE PUSHED ALL THE BUTTONS IN AN ELEVATOR: nope cause I always have somewhere to be
I'VE MADE OUT IN AN ELEVATOR: Nope but would love to esp. one with cameras
I'VE KICKED A GUY WHERE IT HURTS ON PURPOSE: i tried to
I'VE BEEN SKYDIVING: I wish
I'VE BEEN BUNGEE JUMPING: I wish
I'VE HAD STITCHES: yes
I'VE BITTEN SOMEONE..AS A JOKE: scratched the skin off this guys arm
I'VE BEEN TO NIAGARA FALLS: Nope but I am been to hoover dam
I'VE HAD THE CHICKEN POX: Yes twice i think
I'VE CRASHED INTO A CAR: Yes twice I think
I'VE BEEN TO JAPAN: No...but would love to go
I'VE RIDDEN IN A TAXI: yes
I'VE SHOPLIFTED: yes
I'VE BEEN FIRED: nope....not my style kid
I'VE HAD FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T HAVE THEM BACK: UH YEAHHHHHH...the story of my past honey
I'VE STOLEN SOMETHING FROM MY JOB: no
I'VE BEEN ON A BLIND DATE: No...not my style
I'VE HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER: He was a teachers assistant...and his girlfriend was sooo pretty
I'VE CELEBRATED MARDI GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS: Heck Yeah
I'VE BEEN TO EUROPE: want to go...GOING
I'VE SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER, AND/OR EMPLOYEE: UGHH ELKKK Patooey....never
I'VE BEEN MARRIED: nope
I'VE GOTTEN DIVORCED: nope
I'VE BEEN PREGNANT: nope
I'VE SEEN SOMETHING/SOMEONE DYING: does a roach count
I HAVE A LIST OF PEOPLE I WANT TO KILL: Now that is outrageous...if you have a list you need a counselor
I'VE DRIVEN OVER 400 MILES IN 1 DAY: I wish
I'VE BEEN TO CANADA: going
I'VE BEEN ON A PLANE: yes
I'VE SEEN THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW: I am so mad at myself, but I said that I would only see it for the first time at a theatre
I'VE THROWN UP FROM DRINKING: Ugh not my style kiddo
I'VE EATEN SUSHI: going to try it one day
I'VE BEEN SKIING: going to
I'VE BEEN ICE SKATING: going to
I'VE CRIED IN PUBLIC: yes
I'VE TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE: no...i pray it never gets that bad
I'VE LIKED SOMEONE EVEN THOUGH I KNEW I SHOULDN'T HAVE: Uh yeah....
I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT SOMEONE ALMOST 24/7: kinda
I'VE HATED THE WORLD: yes..I'm over it now..LOL

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Afraid of a little survey?

2008-08-13T17:36:00.001-05:00

LIFE

how old do you feel?: At this moment...30
where were you on september 11th, 2001?: I was in high school watching it in class
what do you believe is the meaning of life?: To tell people about God and to enjoy every minute of life
why is the sky blue?: B/c it's a beautiful color
what is your favorite thing to cook?: Spaghetti
you have only a dollar to your name...what do you buy?: something that I can easily sell for two dollars
what would your last meal be?: Spaghetti
what is the youngest age you have memories of?: it really blurry but I do remember some things
what is your favorite thing in the world?: MUSIC
what is your most missed memory?: Christmas as a little girl
have you ever punched someone on purpose?: Yes not like how they punch people in movies though
do you know what color chartreuse is close to?: Uh NO
did you like garbage pail kids?: that was a little before my time but I was told about them
why do we have daylight savings time?: Something weird I bet
what living person would you want to meet?: Everyone
what dead person?: 2 pac...is that weird...when he is being very intellectual
where in the world would you live if you could?: Almost Everywhere for 6 mths at a time
who is your favorite artist?: alicia keys and prince
who has had the most influence on you (good or bad)?: my mother
what is your favorite dessert?: cherry cheescake
what age is your favorite so far in your life?: I don't know...it would have to be 16
can you make cookies from scratch?: i wish...i will learn one day
was the chicken first or the egg?: the chicken...i think it's from some type of evolution...lol..i don't know
hershey or nestle?: hershey please
night out or night in?: night in
single forever with a great family or no family and your soulmate?: that is so tough cause I am such a romantic but my family means much more
what is your favorite scented candle?: magnolias or clean linen or something like that...lavender
do you ever wear a wife beater?: yep
if you could live in a store which one would it be?: walmart or target...or the toy store
can you eat a dozen donuts in one sitting: I use to be able to so that
what is your favorite curse word?: F**K...and that is the worst one i think
your favorite regular word?: I never thought about that...why you crazy
have you ever read/tried to read the bible?: Yes I try all the time
who do you dislike most in the world?: Racist
what is your ideal date?: A bunch of laughing with each other
would you rather marry a deaf or blind person?: either as long as the heart and spirit is right
what is your favorite shape?: Star shape
can you eat just one chip?: Yep
where is the farthest you've ever been from home?: California....ain't that so sad
what is your desktop background?: My sister..cause it's her old computer..I need to change it
what song do you identify with most?: never would have made it and Imma cheat...Soulmate
which movie do you wish was your life?: I want my own movie...I haven't seen a story like mine yet
has someone ever intentionally put food on you?: probably
what color is your favorite?: I love all colors
what color do you feel represents you?: yellow..definitely yellow
do you believe in God?: OF COURSE
have you ever broken a bone?: Nope
have you ever shut someone's fingers in a door?: I have shut my own in the door
what is the weirdest thing you have ever eaten and hated?: Aligator...and it tasted like fried fat
what is the weirdest thing you have ever eaten and liked?: some people think that crawfish is nasty but I am allergic to that now...but I wish i could eat it
what is your ideal ice cream creation?: Vanille Ice Cream or Cake batter ice cream with cookie dough
if you could marry someone from a movie (the character not actor) then who?: I got too many...will smith in pursuit of happiness, johnny depp in chocolat, and denzel in any movie..he always play a stand up person
what is your favorite thing to do?: Sing Write and Dance
what is your favorite junk food?: Cookies and Cream candy bar by hershey's
what is the longest you've gone without talking to anyone?: a day and not even a whole day cause my mama and sissy call me all day long
what is your favorite board game?: Guess who
your favorite book?: The bible
what movie could you watch over and over again?: Norbit
do you know how to change a tire?: I can give it a shot...If i had not other choice
have you ever eaten paste?: I don't think so
what is your ideal halloween costume?: a fairy
what toy have you always wanted and never gotten?: a barbie jeep
what item could you not go without during the day?: deoderant and music
do you consider yourself a smart person?: more wise than smart
who was your first crush?: Batman from Immature
who was your first love ?: Hasn't happened yet
do you close your eyes when you listen to music?: sometimes unless i am at work or driving
how old were you when life was the hardest?: I was in High School and then again about a year ago
do you eat the burnt chips?: yeah sometimes
do you still have your baby blanket?: nah
is there anything you HAVE to do everyday?: PRAY
do you curse in front of family?: on mistake
what is your favorite tv show ever?: Family Guy
if you had to get back with and ex who would it be?: I don't have a ex
when was the last time you felt truly loved by someone?: I don't know
what character trait would you change about yourself?: quick to judge and put people in a category, but I am getting older and wiser
3 wishes... go (no world peace. things that are possible):: Love, Laughter, Life
have you ever passed out?: Nope
have you ever slapped yourself in the face?: Ha...no
have you been in a car accident?: Yes
favorite line from a song?: You think I'll leave you down baby...you know me better than that -Sade
favorite line from a movie?: Thanks for helping me get over my silly obsession with love -Moulin Rouge
what do you do when the power goes out?: I run to the light...I am afraid of the dark
who do people say you look like?: people never say
favorite holiday?: CHRISTMAS,,,is my absolute favorite
if you could be doing anything at all right now, what would it be?: Take a plan around the world and sing at different places
if you could know how, when and where you will die, would you want to know?: Nope....i think that's the whole reason of living...is to live like it's the last

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A Great Morning!

2008-08-12T08:05:00.004-05:00

Good Morning, I remember when we use to write letter to each other in school and all this stuff use to be on top of the the letter. Well I thought that I would do that today. Enjoy!

To: Anyone who cares enough to read
From: Gabie Denise
Place: Work
Time:8:02am
Status: Blessed and expecting alot
Emotion: prayerful (if that's a word)
Song: By your side
Song By: Sade

Alot of times I feel alone with my dreams and aspirations. I know I am not alone though. I can't possibly be alone. I mean, how would I make it so far if I am alone. I think that's just the enemy trying to fool me as if I am alone and have no one or nothing backing me up! Everything in my body says that I have got an entire army behind me helping me to push forward. That's what I am going to continue to do. In the mighty name of JESUS!!!!!

I'm a little jelly! (jealous)

2008-08-11T16:21:00.002-05:00

Okay, so I am having my dinner before I go and see pineapple express. I am at jason's deli and see everyone around me just enjoying their food........I'm a little jelly! I want to eat my food fast like I use to....I have been eating for about 30 min now. Well all I can say is thank you Jesus even though I can't eat as fast as I use to....I am still thankful for what He made possible for me. I am just envious when I see people devouring their food.....cause that use to be me.....lol....eating in 5 minutes....lol! I have come a long way. Just thought I'd share that quick thought. Now time for that pineapple express yo! Lol....peace!

Sum It Upl!!!!

2008-08-10T19:32:00.002-05:00

208

I always laughed...I mean ALWAYS!!!!!!!

2008-08-09T10:01:00.003-05:00

Am I sad? Yes....I am! The world has lost the best comedian. He always made me laugh...even when he was trying to be serious. He and his family will definitely be in my prayers. God Bless his soul!!!!

God & Music

2008-08-08T07:58:00.003-05:00

I got to work at 5:30 am.....HUH? Well i have come to the realization that only God & Music gets me through my days. If it weren't for this perfect combination I would be so lost. I would feel so empty and insignificant. Sometimes I have to remind myself that I have two advantages in life...God & Music. They both feed and nurture me through and through. I feel so complete when I have God and Music. God wakes me up and guide me, protect me, holds me on to me and holds me up.....well there is wayyyyyy too much to name...He does alot....and Music is the soundtrack to it all. LOL! Music just helps me through the entire process whether it's gospel, r&b, blues, hip hop, rap, punk rock, pop, alternative, whatever...there is always a song that relates to how I feel and helps me get through it. I know that is a huge reason why I would love to be an artist. I can help people get through things and over obstacles. I would love to be a bridge between total agony and contentment. God have to build this bridge though. Nothing is possible without Him.

I honestly think that is music was banned I would go to the war..HUH? Okay I don't know where I was going with that. I just typed the first drastic thing that came to my mind...LOL. I really don't know what I would do. Music goes hand in hand with the world. Ole well, my time will come when I can be someone's shelter from the storm. That song that helps you get away from your problems if only for a moment. That song that enourages you to try to change your situation. That song that encourages you to love harder, trust more, live better, move forward and let the past be the past and get past ( As Alicia would say).

Be Blessed and Be a Blessing!

I am Approved...You are Approved..We are all Approved!!!

2008-08-06T15:35:00.002-05:00

“Before I formed you in the womb, I knew and approved of you…” (Jeremiah 1:5).

Today's Word from Joel and Victoria
Did you know God was thinking about you before you were ever even born? He knew everything about you before you were in your mother’s womb. He created you on purpose, for a purpose. He carefully planned who you would be, the color of your hair, the color your eyes and skin. He gave you gifts, talents, and abilities to be used for His glory. He took one look at you and said, “Approved.”
No matter how you may be feeling right now, no matter whose approval on earth you did or didn’t get, know that Almighty God loves you and approves of you today. There’s nothing you can do now or ever to change that. You may be thinking, “I’ve made so many mistakes, how can God approve of me?” Understand that when God sees you, He separates you from your behavior. He may not approve of your actions all the time, but He desires is to help you grow so that you can make better choices. Receive His love and acceptance today and allow Him to work in your life. As you do, His love will empower and strengthen you and you will live as an overcomer in every area of life.

A Prayer for Today
Heavenly Father, thank You for approving me and empowering me by Your love. I open my heart and mind to Your truth and invite You to have Your way in my life. Remove anything that would hold me back from all You have in store. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

Thank You Lord!!!!Thank You God!!!!

2008-08-06T07:37:00.003-05:00

DEAR GOD:

I want to thank You for what you have already done. I am not going to wait until I see results or receive rewards; I am thanking you right now. I am not going to wait until I feel better or things look better; I am thanking you right now. I am not going to wait until people say they are sorry or until they stop talking about me; I am thanking you right now.. I am not going to wait until the pain in my body disappears ; I am thanking you right now. I am not going to wait until my financial situation improves; I am going to thank you right now. I am not going to wait until the children are asleep and the house is quiet; I am going to thank you right now. I am not going to wait until I get promoted at work or until I get the job; I am going to thank you right now. I am not going to wait until I understand every experience in my life that has caused me pain or grief; I am thanking you right now. I am not going to wait until the journey gets easier or the challenges are removed;

I am thanking you right now. I am thanking you because I am alive. I am thanking you because I made it through the day's difficulties. I am thanking you because I have walked around the obstacles.

I am thanking you because I have the ability and the opportunity to do more and do better. I'm thanking you because FATHER , YOU haven't given up on me. God is just so good, and he's good all the time

This is something I received in an email...so I didn't write it...I just recite it!!! Thank You God!!!!!

Today's dose of survey.

2008-08-05T08:34:00.004-05:00

You know...the morning is okay. It's not bad it's not perfect, but I am happy to still be alive in my right mind and in good health. I am excited about the rest of my life. I have just got to get over this dry season. Here is a survey to keep me entertained:
Random Thought Provokers

What makes you laugh?: Alot
Who is your hero?: I really look up to myself alot
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?: Shika Shay or GCH
How many pairs of shoes do you own?: Alot..the question is how many of them do i actually wear
Seriously... Where does the other sock end up?: In the trash
Who do you blame for your mood today?: No one
If the Internet were sex... I would: I would be really really good at it
Have you ever seen a dead body?: On the show First 48 or at funerals
What is something scientists need to invent?: Better ways to travel
What should we do with stupid people?: Send them to the war
Have you ever broken a bone?: Nope
Do you watch local news? Why?: I hardly watch news and that is sad..I check out CNN though
What happens after you die?: You are judged by God
How big is your bed? Big enough?: I have a queen but want a KING
How long do you think you will live?: Forever!

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Another Surveyyyyyy

2008-08-04T15:27:00.001-05:00

Sixty-Nine Odd Questions

Are your parents married or divorced?: Nope
Are you a vegetarian?: Could never be...ever
Do you believe in Heaven?: Of Course
Have you ever come close to dying?: I don't think so...only God knows..He saves me
What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: my pierced ears...on the inside
Are you eating?: Nope I had lunch already
Do you eat the stems of broccoli: Yep..i love the whole thing
Do you wear makeup?: Sometimes...but I am really good at putting it on
Would you ever have plastic surgery?: Yep...yes I would love to
What do you wear to bed?: Pajamas
Have you ever done anything illegal?: I'm sure I have...stuff like red lights and things
Can you roll your tounge?: nah
Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?: Nope no boyfriend
Do you believe in Abortions?: I can't speak for anyone else but myself...I never know what i might get myself into
What is your Hair color?: My natural is brown but i love my hair to be black
Future child's name, boy and girl?: Boy-Jacob, Girl-Olivia: If anyone steal my names it's war
Do you smoke?: ELK...no...devil/cancer sticks...lmao
If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?: EVERYWHERE
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: Nope just a bunch of pillows
If you won the lottery, what would you do first?: I honestly do not know
Gold or silver?: DIAMONDS
Hamburger or hot dog?: Hamburger
If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?: Spaghetti
City, beach or country?: City
What was the last thing you touched?: My phone
Where did you eat last?: Wal-Mart
When's the last time you cried?: I honestly can't remember
Do you read blogs?: yep..all the time
Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?: Of course...I love ties
Ever been involved with the police?: Uh I don't quit understand this one
what's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?: Garnier Fructis and Dove
Do you talk in your sleep?: I use to....really bad
Ocean or pool?: Pool...no sharks or sealife on me please
What's your favorite song at the moment: Shake it- Metro Station
have you ever had a cavity?: Yep
Window seat or aisle seats?: Window please
Ever met anyone famous?: A couple of people
Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life?: Of course and it will only get better
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: both..depends on how hungry I am
What is your fav. sport to play?: I don't really play sports
Basketball or football?: Both
when was the last time you went to the bathroom?: before I left home this morning
Do you drive a stick?: Nope..I tried to learn...but too fustrating
Cake or ice cream?: Cake...buttercream please
Are you self-conscious?: Sometimes
Do you like any of your close friends?: If they are my close friends then I must like them
Have you ever given money to a bum?: all the time
Have you been in love?: Nope
Where do you wish you were?: On Tour
On myspace why is the 1st person on ur top 8 there?: She's my sissy and she's the best
Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?: Yes when I was younger and I fell down the stairs
Can you tango?: I want to learn
Last gift you received?: When my sissy came back from LA she bought me some shirts
What occasion did you recieve your gift?: No occasion
Last thing you spent lots of money on?: My new sidekick
Where do you live?: South
Last wedding attended.: I have never sat through an entire wedding
Favorite restaurant?: Jason's Deli, LaCarreta's, Ruth Chris
What is your favorite kind of car?: BMW, Vintage cars like mustangs, impalas, mercedes, etc
Most hated food(s): Cheese Burgers
Most loved food(s)?: Spaghetti
Can you sing?: Of Course...music is the blood in my vains
Person on your mind?: I'll never tell
What's your least fav. chores?: Washing dishes
Favorite drink?: Powerade
Currently have a Crush?: Yes....just a crush at that.
How long was your longest drive in a car?: To Orlando I think
Why do you do Myspace surveys?: Cause I am bored and like to talk about myself
Do you know who Nick Tyo is?: Nope...sorry

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Good Morning.....Good Morning Indeed!!!

2008-08-04T10:45:00.004-05:00

Good Morning and what a glorious day it tis!!!! LOL!!! Anyways, I thought I would blog up a storm today 'cause there are a couple of things that I look forward to...pay attention:

My sister girl Cachet a*k*a LaQuinta Cawtah...is coming down to the south from the west coast for her birthday...so be looking out for some video blogging from us!!!Yahhh I'm super excited!!! I get so mad when we are not in touch with each other 'cause no one feels more like I do about music then her.
I get a new phizoneeeee. I am selling my old sidekick and bringing in the upgrade. I designed my own and I get a custom cover. I am excited about that! Yahhhhhh
I am continuously losing weight. That is always a GREAT thing unless you are already skinny and I haven't been skinny since I was a middle schooler....I think! I always learn something new about myself when I look at my old pictures from school....like how I wasn't ugly like some people made me feel. Well that neither here nor there. I am just glad that I have the Lord in my life!
I am looking forward to next year which will officially be considered the year of the traveling singer. I am looking forward to going hard with my writing and singing. Even though I have already started I know it's going to be full throttle hustle mode. I am not going to waste another year behind a desk...that is for sure...I want to feel like I am in my early 20's...smell me? Feel me?!!
Gym Class Heroes is going to be on tour soon.....Yippeeeee...I'm not talking about Warp....I am talking about 'The Quilt". Isn't that how things go, you record an album, you out your single, then you set a date for the album to drop, then you set up tour dates right? I think that's how it works. If following your favorite band around paid as much as my job pay me now with the great benefits....you could officially name me as one of the memebers of Gym Class Heroes...fa sho lil woe....don't cha know! I missed them in July when they came down to N.O. HOB...and I will never let that go..I promise I will never let that go...then I gave my ticket to someone on the message board who I kindly asked to take pics of the guys and I have yet to see one yet......pissed.....but it's all good, I said I would never do that again, but the truth is I would....I could have gotten some pics though...that was really unappreciative to me. At first I wasn't mad about it then I thought about it and I was like...wait a second...I gave away a free ticket and all I wanted was some pictures. WOW! If someone gave me a free ticket I would have gotten a $4 disposable camera and made sure those pics got out. I even had to ask how the concert went.....damn I get mad everytime I think of that now. Oh well it's done and over with...but I can't wait to see my hunnnyy bunnnies on their official tour...
Speaking of music there are some artist I am excited about coming out. Jasmine Sullivan, Janelle Monae, and I got my eyes on some bands also such as Metro Station. I love the song "Shake It"...that's my jam! The two ladies up top are such refreshing sounds and I pray that their albums are as refreshing as their voices. I enjoy listening to them. I think that "Shake It" is definitely going to be my ringtone on my new SIDEKICK...lol.

Anyway I think that I have blogged enough...but I feel a survey coming sometime today..LOL...I can't believe that it's 11:21am already! Yayyyy! That much closer to going home. Ole well peace....Check out the artist I mentioned above! Make sure you keep an open mind too!

I was born in the 80's but I am a product of the 90's

2008-07-31T11:14:00.002-05:00

Were you a 90's kid? Survey!

Lets see if you were truly a 90's kid shall we?
How old were you in 1990?: 5
Are you afraid of the dark?: Yes I am
Did clarissa really explain it all?: No she did not...she just blabbled
Did you read and collect all goosebumps books?: I read them but did not collect...they all creeped me out
Do you remember when Tupac, Biggie, & Selena died?: I remember when Tupac and Biggie died..but Selena..not so much
Did you own a t-shirt (then, not now) to show that you cared?: I don't think so
Did you want to get slimmed with that green Nickelodeon slime?: yes all the time..I wanted to be on Double Dare
Did you watch Keenan and Kel?: Didn't miss a episode
Did you own a nintendo?: No but my cousins did so we just played on theirs
How about a sega genesis?: Nope
Did you get the first game boys?: Uh Uh
Did your furby ever die on you?: I think he did die or I just dropped him too many times
You got one of those tap records from Home Alone for x-mas?: No
What power ranger did you always fight to be?: The pink or yellow one of course...mostly the yellow one
Smokey the bear says:: Don't start forrest fires?
Did you get giggy with it? Na na na na na?: Oh yes I did...
You owned a spice girls cd?: I think it was a mixed cd but it was mostly spice girls
Which spice girl were you destined to be?: Scary
Were you obsessed with Lisa Frank?: OMG so obsessed
Did you collect Tamagotchis?: I have no idea what that is
Did you own a pair of roller blades?: I didn't own any but we went skating all the time
Did you do the macarena?: Yep very well may add
Did you love push pops?: Yep...the Flinstones...I can't stand those things now
Did you like polly pockets?: Of course I did
Did you watch every episode of saved by the bell?: And still do
What about the Fresh Prince?: And still do
Were you or your older sibling addicted to 90210?: I myself was addicted..was I too young for that? LOL
Did you cry during the Titanic?: Nope
Did the blair witch project scare you?: I just watched the blair witch project this year and it scared the poop out of me
Do you remember the Bill Clinton and Monica Lewinsky scandal?: Yep
Was Steve Urkel destined to be with Lora Winslow?: I loved Stefan...oooooooo
Did you ever end a sentence with PHSYCE!?: All the time
Who were better the Backstreet boys or Nsync?: That's a toughie I loved them both
I love you, You love me, were a:: check question
Did the Lion King make you cry?: I did get choked up
Did you play board games like Sorry?: Yep
Did you have light up sneakers?: And light up sandals and shirts
Werent the Rugrats better before they were all grown up?: Wayyyy better...before I was all grown up too
Did you watch Rockos modern life?: I record rocko's mordern life to this day
How about Doug?: I miss doug
Hey Arnold?: Love it Love it Love it
Did you watch Arthur on PBS?: every single day
How about legends of the hidden temple?: No so much
Did you read the Curduroy bear?: Yes all the time in class
What were the Animaniacs supposed to be?: I have no idea but they were wild
Did you watch Fox Kids?: Everyday after school and on Saturdays
Life with Louie?: A little
Bobbys World?: All the time. I loved the way his mom talked
Reading Rainbow?: Freaked me out!!! Really
Bill Nye the Science Guy?: OMG...i use to love that show
The Tick?: Yeah he was a little too much sometimes
AAAAAH! Real Monsters?: Adored them
Muppet Babies?: Yep
The Dinosaurs?: Love Love Love...not the mama
Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure?: ehhhhh sometimes
Full House?: Yep
Did you collect Trolls or Beani Babies?: Of course
Did you watch Tiny Toons?: Yep and they are out on DVD now
Did you pretend to smoke candy cigarettes?: All the time
How old were you in 1999?: 14

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Ready to Hit the Road

2008-07-30T14:44:00.002-05:00

I think it's about time that I get my travel on. I just sent my resume off to become a Disaster Assistant Employee. In the mighty name of Jesus...it is done and the posistion is mine. That's all I have to say about that one! Peace!

I'm shuttin' it all down!!!

2008-07-30T12:44:00.003-05:00

Hey HEy heY it's me....Gabie Denise...LOL!! I sound bored huh? I am!! Well I have decided that I am going to close all of my accounts such as Facebook, Myspace (both of them), and uh...I think that's it. I have decided to do this because I don't even need to keep up with those things. These sites, since I had them, have served me no purpose besided keeping up with people who I don't need to keep up with. LOL....Nah they are all my friends!!! I have decided to close even my music myspace until I get some music that I can feel extremely proud to have on my page. I have not recorded anything that is myspace music page worthy. I love all the sites and they are great avenues for networkicng, but I have decided that I should get my priorities together and then go back to my pages. I honestly don't want anyone keeping with me anymore....and that is the truth. I know I post on my blog, but don't nobody read this thing but a hand full of people. I post on here just so I can come back in a year and see how far I've come and it's some great therapy. God is truly good to me and I want to make sure that I thank Him and document all the great things that are happening in my life. I also want to save myself from boredum...LOL!!!

Besides me closing my pages down except for my blog....I am inspired to travel and see the world which is my goal for next year. I will be 24 and I should live like a 24 year old and not like a 50 year old and working freakin 14 hours a day ( I am including my drive), but beyond that...God has truly blessed me with a great job. That's why praying is essential before I make a move. I have moved without praying before and I ended up right back where I started...but with less money. Ha! Really not funny though! I know that this world is waiting on me to do something spectacular spectacular. I love Moulin Rouge....I use to watch that everyday.

I'm still writing my butt off. I was listening to Josh Groban (I know that face that you are making....stop it). He is such a great vocalist. It just reminded me of how much more dedicated I have to be in order to be consistantly good. I know that I can sing, but do I have control? When you can control your talent then you are ready for something big. I want to gain control. I will! Just like watching a painter get the painting right everytime, or a singer getting a note right everytime. I think that's control...and no one is perfect all the time, but...I mean you get it right! If not...your bad!

Some things thats been going through my mind lately is what direction I want to go in with my music career. Do I want to go full out? Do I just want to work behind the scenes as a songwriter? Do I want to be a serious soul singer? Do I want to be a fun unpredictable punk-rock-pop-r&b-soul singer? LOL....I don't know because I love all the things. I want to inspire people and have people respect me as a serious artist, but I feel a relief and release when I do music so I feel that I should not be so uptight with my talent and music, but I don't want people always talking about what I am wearing and who I am dating (side note: I am not the best dresser either), but I do want to feel as if I have touched a huge part of the world with my presence. It's a toughie! One thing is for certain though...which ever avenue I decide to travel down..I am going to have to sacrifice something...and I don't think that I have fully comprehended the significance of scarifice. I know what it means and how you do it, but I am not sure if I am good at it. I know how to do it for family and for friends, but for myself, and other people...I am not sure! Either way..I am destined to succeed...so take heed...the words I speak....or type..lol!

Well I think that I have types enough for today! Well for the rest of the week..LMAO!!! Anyway that last thing I want to type is.....
Sum it up
213....Next year ain't gon be no joke...well actually the rest of my life......LOL...it's about to be blesseing, loving, favor, grace, mercy, guidance, protect, patience, happiness, joy time!!!! So never mind my rants on here......Just say..."You know what..I know how you feel sista"....and say a quick prayer!

Ya'll be blessed and I hope your mouth is not dried out from reading...LOL...I read with my mouth moving and my mouth is always dry when I finish reading ain't that somethin!

BE BLESSES and BE A BLESSING!!!! That's my goal is life!!! HOLLLAAAAAAAA People hear me nah....Love missy over here!!!!

OMG The Funky y 2 c

2008-07-28T22:37:00.003-05:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cIIA35Oq4m8

OMG if you wasn't doing this dance at the cookout...you wasn't nobody..LMAO....this brings back so many memories....LMAO Again!!!!

Today's Word from Joel and Victoria Osteen

2008-07-28T08:17:00.003-05:00

Closer Than You Think

Today's Scripture
“Do not cast away your confidence, for it carries a great reward” (Hebrews 10:35).
Have you been praying and believing for something that seems like it’s taking a lot longer than you thought? Many times, people can miss God’s best simply because they give up before they see their “due season” come. Don’t let that be you! Be encouraged today, your answer is closer than you think. If it seem like things are getting more difficult, remember, when the intensity heats up, that means you are closer to your victory. It always seems darkest just before the dawn arrives. You serve a faithful God, and He’s working behind the scenes on your behalf. Don’t cast away your confidence today because your reward is coming. And just like a new mother forgets about her labor pain when she is finally holding her newborn, you’ll forget about your struggle when you are holding on to your promise. While you are waiting, keep an attitude of faith and expectancy. Wake up every morning and say out loud, “I’ve come too far to give up now. My due season is coming. I will reap my harvest.” Stay in faith and look for His hand of blessing because He has promised you victory and it’s closer than you think!

A Prayer for Today
Father in Heaven, today I stand believing that You are working behind the scenes on my behalf. Give me Your strength to continue believing until I see Your promises fulfilled in my life. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

I recieve it on the name of the Almight God!!!!

Stepbrothers and More!!!!

2008-07-26T19:39:00.004-05:00

Good Evening or whatever! I am in desperate need of the studio! I need to sing a song bad in a place that produces good sound.

Anyway on a better note.....Stepbrothers......funny from begining to end. I laughed from the start of that dang movie to the end...I would love to see it again..lol!

Peace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shila Sound...Pronounced SHYLA

2008-07-24T11:05:00.001-05:00

Role Play Survey

About You
Name: Gabie
Age: Ole Enough
Desired Character: Shila Sound
About Your Character
Name: Shila
Birthdate: The Beginning of time!
Age: Old as hell
Nationality: She is product of Angels
Wand Hand: No wands
Personality?: Sweet but daring
Likes: Writing on the top of London Bridge
Dislikes: Folks to try to figure her out
Skills: Sing to command things to happen
Weakness: NONE
Past Life
Parents: Liza and Milo Halo
Siblings: Vessel, True, Nilco, Blezene
Birthplace: Among the heavens
Current Location: The Entire Universe
Special Abilities
List Any Here: Demands through singing, Cause Fog, Read Minds, among other amazing things
Other
Pets: Chury Cherry...the fuscia dog
Hobbies: Write, Sing as an International superstar, Paint
List Anything Else:

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You're crazy if you don't want to know about me!!!! Seriously!!!

2008-07-24T10:24:00.002-05:00

Things You Actually Really Want to Know About Me

basic info
name: Gabie
what do people call you?: Gabie
birthday: St.Patty baby..well around that time
current location: South
height:
eye color:
hair color:
righty or lefty?: Righty
a few questions
do you believe in god?: YES
do you have a religion?: I have a relationship
do you speak another language?: I wish I spoke French, Spanish, and Italian
do you live in the moment?: Not enough
do consider yourself tolerant of others?: Not enough
are you confident?: Yes
are you a daredevil?: sometimes
what is the compliment you get from most people?: My personality and eyes are beautiful
what do you like the most about your body?: That I can change it...LOL...That I beautifully made
do you think you are good looking?: Yes
do have any bad habits?: Cursing
what's your biggest fear?: failure and dying too soon
do play an instrument?: I wish I played the violin, guitar, harp, and piano
can you sing?: Of COURSE
if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: the color of my eyes
what is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Wisdom is more valuable than a degree
do you think life has been good so far?: Definitely
is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: A couple of things
do you believe in love at first sight?: I believe a very strong attraction that both people feel instantly...but not love
do you kiss on first date?: NOPE
do you have sex on first date?: HELLLLL NOPE
favourite
color: All
number: 7
food: Spaghetti
drink: Powerade
alcoholic drink: Amaretto Sour
country: U.S. since that all I have visited so far
animal: cats
season: Fall/Winter
day of the week: Friday and Saturday
name: Carmine
have you ever...
been arrested?: Nope
kissed someone of the same sex?: Nope
done something you regret?: yes
smiled for no reason?: Yes
laughed so hard you cried?: Yes and peed on myself
sang to someone for no reason?: Yes
talked to someone you don’t know?: Yes
been in love?: nope
broken the law?: yes
been in a car accident?: yes
run into a wall?: yes
made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: nope
cried over a movie?: yes
been so drunk that you cant remember?: nope..not my style
stayed home from school?: yes....several times
been out of state?: yes
in the opposite sex
hair color: don't matter
eye color: just have a great shape
height: my height or taller.....
body type: don't matter
short or long hair?: don't matter
tattoos/piercings?: i would like some but so not important
hot or cute?: both

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And another one!!!!

2008-07-24T10:15:00.002-05:00

Chose between...

Free movies for a year or free CDS for your life?: Free cds
School or work?: School
Christmas or birthday?: Christmas
Peanut Butter M&MS,Regular M&Ms, or Peanut M&MS?: Reguar
Dozen Roses or 3 boxes of chochlate?: Roses
Sandra Bullock or Julia Roberts?: Julia
Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise?: Brad
Vanilla Pepsi or Vanilla coke?: Coke
American Eagle or Abercromie and Fitch?: neither....or ambercrombie
Driving or flying?: Flying
Roller skating or ice skating?: Roller
Apples or oranges?: oranges
Paris, France or Florence, Italy?: oooooo both....France
Punk'D or The Newlyweds?: Punk'd
Jay Leno or David Letterman?: Letterman
New York or LA?: New York
AOL messenger or MSN messenger?: MSN
Jennifer Aniston/Brad Pitt or J.LO/Ben Affleck?: Jenn and Brad
Ralph Lauren or Tommy Hilfiger?: Ralph
leaf raking or snow shoveling?: Snow
black pen or blue pen?: Black
WalMart or Target?: Target
picnic under the stars or horse carriage in the park?: picnic
chochlate chip cookies or peanut butter cookies?: chocolate
Kobe Bryant or Shaq?: Kobe
basketball, baseball, or football?: football
Hiliary Duff (Lizzie Mcguire) Or Lindsey Logan(Freaky Friday)?: Lindsey
French fries,curly fries, or tator tots?: French
Ben Affleck or Matt Damon?: matt...awesome matt mc impression
Phoebe, Monica, or Rachel(off of FRIENDS)?: Febe

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Survey Time!!!!! I'm bored!!!!

2008-07-24T10:06:00.001-05:00

30 Questions you've never been asked before!

When is the last time you fell?: I don't remember...not infront of anyone
Have you ever fallen going up the stairs?: Yes
What's your favorite energy drink?: I don't have one...but I do love powerade
Are your parents divorced?: Never been married
Do you like the smell of Sharpies?: Yes
How many friends do you have on MySpace?: A few
How many people have you kissed?: Not many
When was the last time you went to the dentist?: Uh last year sometime i know that bad huh
Who was the last person you yelled at?: I try not to yell so I don't remember
Who was the last person that made you feel really angry?: Folks at my job
Do you have ADD//ADHD//OCD?: Nah
Has anyone you know gone to jail//prison?: yes
Do you like roller coasters?: I've never been on a big roller coaster
Have you ever broken any bones?: no
Do you know who Carlos Mencia is?: Yes
How many sodas do you drink in a day?: I use to drink alot and now my belly can't tolerate them
How often do you geton MySpace?: Almost everyday
Do you believe in finding love over the internet?: Uh it depends on if both of the people are crazy or not
Do you think that different brands of water have different tastes?: Yes...I love disani..but it's prolly all the same
Do you like pink highlighters or yellow ones better?: I love them both but use pink more
What's your favorite smell?: Office papers or Doctor papers...lol...or things that just came off the printer
Do you have a one story house or two story?: one story
Has your MySpace account ever been deleted?: no
Have you ever caught anything when you were fishing?: I've never been fishing but will go one day
Do you use Google for all your research?: Most of them
When was the last time you've riden in a plane?: When I came home from Las Vegas about 3yrs ago
Are you a ticklish person?: I am now I wasn't as a child
What's your favorite type of pie?: Apple
Do you like to play video games?: Yes...esp. driving one
What's your favorite letter?: G

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100 Posts...well 101!!!!!!

2008-07-24T07:05:00.002-05:00

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Wow...I can't believe that I am at 101 posts...this is exciting...LOL!! My 100th post was very special and it's funny that it ended up being 100. I love my blog regardless who reads it. Yayyyyy!!!!

No more complaining!!!! No more!!!

2008-07-24T06:34:00.004-05:00

Goooooood Midddleyorning!!!!!! Today.....this morning...all I wanted to do was complain. All I wanted to do was talk about how I didn't sleep in my own bed last night, or take a shower in my own shower, or how I have to get up early this morning to go to work, but then I was hit with a revelation.....ya'll ready....When you complain, it shows a lack of gratitude towards God. I started to think about the bible study that we had on Tuesday and all the blogs that I had written complaining about life and my job and my not being where I want to be. I am a blessed soul do you understand me! I am tired of complaining when God has blessed me so much with such wonderful things and wonderful people in my life. I am going to take my days the way they come and wait on God to move me not where I want to be, but where I need to be. WoW! I am healty, beautiful, I have my family....I am blessed!!! I pray the Lord forgives my ungratefulness! I was sooooooo wrong for this!!!!!!!!!!!! I am not going to complain....and when I feel the urge to complain I am just going to say thank you Jesus....thank you God. I have got to be grown and I have got to appreciative to Our Father!!! I truly apologize to anyone who nerves I got on and I sincerly apologize to God. Anyway....I got to get to work. I had to get that one out!!! I'm sittin up here complaining with my big mouth making things worse when I have to do is trust in God for change instead of trying to always make my own....kick me somebody! Geez...Okay I'm workin'! Peace for real this time! PEACEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (like Martin)!!!!

New Video Yayyyy!!!!!

2008-07-23T16:41:00.002-05:00

I was bored....Get over it!
Nothin Major

Best 2.5 hours spent in months!!!!!

2008-07-20T15:57:00.003-05:00

If I may say, without sounding like the rest of the world, this movie....Dark Knight...was the best movies I have seen allllll year. That is until the 25th when Stepbrothers come out....lol....but they are on two totally different levels. My opinion has nothing to do with the hype of short lived Heath Leger....I honestly was not his biggest fan..though very easy on the eyes..I haven't seen many of his movies. He made an excellent joker. Batman is one of my favorite comicbook movies and I have enjoyed every last one of them made over the many many years. I was dissappointed at the last Batman movie...uh...The Beginning. It was nothing like what it had been before. All Batman movies were like it had been drawn and the last one before Dark Knight was wayyyyyyy too realistic for me, but this one....oh this one....tops the cake for me and they deserve every penny they made on this movie. I was very impressed...extremely impressed.

What people think of Gabie!!!!

2008-07-19T13:07:00.001-05:00

A Journey to Where?

2008-07-19T13:02:00.001-05:00

A Survey To Pass The Time With

When The Phones Rings, Who Do You Want It To Be?: My Boo
If There Was A Fire What Would Be The First Thing You'd Grab?: My car keys, cell phone, ipod, id, etc.
Who's Your Best Friend?: Gabriel Denise Bynum
Five People You Really Care About?: Jesus, Mama, sissy, brother, daddy
How Many Hours of Sleep Do You Get A Night?: about 5-6
Can You Take A Compliment?: Yeah
Have You Ever Read Any Books That Changed Your Life?: Yep...the Bible
What Was Your Favorite Video Game As A Kid?: Duck Hunting Game with orange gun
What Did You Do Today?: Work
Do You Have Any Piercings?: Yep 6
What Song Are You Listening To?: I was listening to Beyonce singing in spanish
What Statement Made You Think Deeply?: the chief cause of failure is trading what you want most for what you want now
What Caused Your Last Injury?: Surgery...lol
Are You Looking Forward To Anything?: Yeah...making and being appreciated for great music
Would Kill Someone For Immortality?: Uh...no...I am going to live and eternal life anyway
Who Said They Loved You Last?: Tiff...one of my greatest friends
What Was The Last Thing That Pissed You Off?: The folks i work for....I'll be fine though..long as i continue to get my check
Are You Lonely?: Sometimes....i get extremely lonely
Do You Prefer Sleeping Alone or With Someone?: Hmmmm...depending on who that someone is
Are You Anti-social?: Not hardly
Who Do You Look Up To And Why?: I am looking up to myself right now because I am a fighter...I have been fighting for the last couple of weeks
Do You Keep a Journal/Diary?: I keep a blog
Are You A Good Writer?: Of course
Does Anything Hurt?: My belly
Would You Date Your Best Friend?: Uh I would love to date myself
Would Your Mom Approve of the Last Movie You Watched?: Yeah I would say so
Favorite Place to Be?: Peace
Are You Prettier Than All Your Friends?: Ha...that is mean...........................YES...j/k all my friends are gorgeous
Ever Talked To Anyone While They Were Totally Shit-faced?: mmmhmm
Favorite Quote?: Too many
Do You Know What L.G.F.U.A.D. Means?: Nope..no idea
Who Have You Seen In Concert?: GCH, B2K, Alicia Keys, Jazzy Phae, Cee-lo, just to name a few
What Color Are Your Underwear?: I think they are blue or something today
What's the Weirdest Place You've Fallen Asleep: No where....i don't fall asleep in strange places
Ever Had An Emotionally Destructive Relationship With Anyone?: NAH
Do You Hate Them For It?: N/A
Do You Know Any People Who Have Lied?: Yep
What Did They Lie About?: Everything...lol
Have You Ever Read The Outsiders?: Nope but I saw the movie
What Do You Think of People Who Don't Like It?: It's their opinions
Do You NEED Anyone?: Jesus and God
Would You Go Against All Your Morals/Beliefs For A Hundred Grand?: Hell no...100 grand can't even get me the house of my dreams...please
Are You Going To Read Breaking Dawn?: Nah
What Do You Think Will Happen?: n/a
What Time Is It?: 1:00 pm
What Do You Think of Internet Relationships?: We'll never meet
What Do You Think of Long Distance Relationships?: It depends on the two people and what their dependencies are
What Do You Think Of Relationships In General?: I love to have relationships with people.
Do You Own The Sims2?: nope
Have You Ever Killed Any Sims on Purpose?: nope
Do Your Friends Get Along With Eachother?: yep
Do You Get Along With All Your Friends?: most of the time
What Do You Think of Alex Evans?: who?
Ever Yelled At A Pedestrian For No Reason?: nope...only when they walk infront of my car like they can't be hit
You're Mean.: HA
What Do You Think of Good Charlotte?: I like them...don't really know too many of their songs
Do You Like Cananda?: Never been but planned to visit
Have Any Siblings?: brother and sister
Are You A Good Person?: Of course
Are You Glad This Is Over?: Yep

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Top that!!!!!

2008-07-17T14:27:00.005-05:00

"The cheif cause of failure and unhappiness is to trade is trading what you want most for what you want now"

This quote is across the board!!! Apllies to everything...trading a career for what you want now...trading a lover.......trading for less when if you just hold on through your pruning and your struggle what you will get in the end will be the greatest. Please engrave this in your heart!!!

"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; but remember that what you now have was once among the things only hoped for"- Epicurus

This is the most honest thing I have ever read.....Geez Oh Pea....I am so guilty of this!!!! I am going to do better!

Sum it up!!!!!

2008-07-16T08:51:00.002-05:00

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I am extremely sad today!!!!

2008-07-15T21:02:00.004-05:00

Today, there is no words to describe how sad I really am. I don't know if it's the fact that I don't like my job anymore, or the fact that I come home to the same dvd's everyday, or if it's the fact that I want to go and sing right now but can not. I have no idea what it is. It may be that I am sad for tomorrow instead of glad for tomorrow. I should be sooooo happy cause The Lord is going to bless me with a brand new day, with brand new grace, in great health....perfect health and my right mind. But I can not help but feeling sad that tomorrow is likely to be a repeat of today. Get up, drive 63 miles to work (at my own exspense), get to work and do work I could have done 10 miles from here, and then drive 63 miles back home. It depressing. I want to do something different tomorrow. If I had a good idea I would do it tomorrow, but I don't! This is going to be over one day. I am going to be truly happy and at peace and that day is coming really soon. I just want God to take me to a new level. I know exactly what I need to do to get there. Sit in the rain!!! Get watered!!! I am a blessed person all day everyday....but I still get sad. I still feel helpless sometimes and I think that's perfectly okay. I think thats perfectly fine. I am growing!

The lyrics to one of my favorite songs is:

Everything was going right

In the prime of my life

I was doing to best I'd ever done

I'd ever did

Then I started going through changes

All of sudden my days were not as bright

I was askin Lord

What in the world is going on

I heard the song

It says you're going through changes........................................................

Well I am going through changes..I and don't like it one bit.....I love it! I'll be fine!!! I'm ready to shine....BUFF ME UP LORD!!!!!!

I'm back home!!!

2008-07-13T22:15:00.003-05:00

Yeah I am finally back home. I took a bath in my own tub and I am watching my own t.v. No lie...besides all the pain I was in..I sleep great when my mama is in the house. It's a security thing!!! I LOVE MY MAMA!!! She did a great job of taking care of me as mother's usually do. Well I just thought that I would share that I am finally back home and I go back to work on Tuesday. Yaaaaaaaaaa (in a sarcastic kinda way).......I'm so ready to be in the studio mayne!!! Peace!

Sum it up!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-07T17:44:00.002-05:00

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At this moment...I'd rather my ass be fat!!!

2008-07-06T18:01:00.003-05:00

Right now, I feel like shit. Excuse me, but there is a lack of a better word. I really just want to heal and eat some good food and get some good rest. With every good thing..I know it takes time. This will be beneficial in the long run I am sure but right now...with my family sitting in my face eating Podnuh's BBQ and commenting on wether it bothers me or not is pissing me off. I wish I could eat even a cracker. Instead I am stuck eating damn chicken broth and popsicles. I want to go back to being fat so bad..cause at least I was comfortable. I'm over heated, I'm stuck at my mother's house watching lifetime...all that damn drama depresses me!!! There are so many other places I would rather be right now, but I know this will help me in the future as far as health and appearance of course...is that shallow...well allow me to keep it. I see from what I am going through right now and I will make sure that I teach my children all about eating healthy and right as well as enjoying all the sinful treats in life. I feel overwhelmed right now like I want to scream but I can't. My sister and mother now are playing UNO and I just want to tell them shut the hell up. I think it's because I'm crabby and I want a whopper. LOL!! I'm just ready to heal and get back to feelin like me. I understand that I will never eat the same. I understand that very well, but at least I don't have to feel like I'm dying. God give me strength cause IK'm trying my best not to be ugly.

ON TOP of all of this, I purchased my GCH ticket wayy back in May and have not recieved it yet. The concert is Wednesday. Even though I don't think I'll have th strength to go anyway I still want my damn ticket. That makes me mad. I don't know how I am going to feel but I doubt it if I am going to chance it. I don't want to see Trave bust nobody across the head with a mic anyway...LMAO...nah nah that was ugly. I would have done the same thing if I was there. It would have been a straight tag team. That was soooooo stupid of that dude. He was dumb lookin anyway...he should always keep his mouth shut. Anyways....regardless if I go to the concert or not..I'm reppin GCH all day ereday!

I'm tired now!!! I'm about to chill out!!!! Peace maynes.
Oh, if you currently don't have any weight issues...please make sure to keep it that way excercise, eat right most of the time, and do whatever cause this is not the shit mayne...for real for real...I will never let this happen to me again....I MEAN NEVER!!! by the grace of GOD...NEVER. And you would think that I am morbidly obese...I could not even imagine what they go through...GEEZ. LORD HAVE MERCY ON THEM...on us all!

PEACE!!!

Today is the day...and I've got people praying for me

2008-07-03T09:31:00.000-05:00

Today is a day that The Lord has made! He, I know will never let me down! I am having surgery today. I have never had any type of surgery before. I have an iv and everything in my hand as I am typing. I am proud of what I am about to do. I think....excuse me....I know that it will be beneficial for the rest of my life...Am I nervous? Hell yeah, but am I ready....hellllllllll yeah. I am ready for fulfillment.....I am ready to feel accomplished.....God..my Father...has truly blessed...and towards Him I am grateful. May all praise go to Him.....muah!

Good Morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-25T07:23:00.003-05:00

First of all, I woke up 4:20 this morning just so I can get to work early. I am pissed about that. Thanks God for a job, but I know that there are better bosses in Afghan. That's probably not funny and I most likely did not laugh. I feel like I am being slapped in my face everyday, driving down to New Orleans everyday without any compensation, gas is damn near $4 here in Louisisana. I am going to live though. This is just such a humbling experience. Geez.

Moving right along, I watched the BET awards last night. They were nice. I esp. loved Alicia Keys with SWV, Envogue, and TLC. I think that was my favorite part as well as Lil Wayne of course. I wish Kanye would have done one of his spectacular shows, but at least he did perform. What more can a music lover ask for? That put a smile on my face to watch that knowing one day I'll be there and will receive award.

Lastly, I am more tired than a horse on the Kentucky Durby. Lawdy Lawdy! I want to take a vacation and I will be soon. Las Vegas here I come!!!! I can not wait to get the hell away from here. Geez!!! I also go to the studio next week. I am excited about that. I'm ready!!!

Be blessed and be a blessing. YAYYYYYYY I'm still here and I am going to make it through this dry stage in my life. I am strong! I am the head and not the tail. I am above and not beneath! I am an overcomer. I am strong! I am faithful! I am hopeful! I fear God! I love God! God is going to move me in the right direction to fulfill my wildest dreams and the desire of my heart, He is going to help me help others prosper, He is going to bless me coming in and going out! I am going to be so blessed I am going to have to give alot away just to make room for I am going to have left. My family, My friends, My neighbors, My co-worker are going to be so blessed through me...I am even going to bless those that HATE me. I am even going to bless those that try to ruin my name and destroy me. I am going to even bless those who give me the stink eye!*that was funny* That is how blessed I am going to be. I am going to be blessed beyond money!!! I am going to be blessed with peace, joy, love, gentleness, kindness, patience, WISDOM, understanding, knowledge......and MONEY. God has always been good to me and nothing can keep me from HIM!!!!! To YOU GOD i give the praise for if it wasn't for you..I can not even imagine what i'll be going through. I can tell you it will be more serious than some inconsiderate bosses!!! God be with us. Those that love you and those that don't and those that don't know!!!! BE with US all!!!

Where?

2008-06-24T07:50:00.006-05:00

I need guidance Lord!!! I am more serious right now than CANCER...and that is serious. I NEED GUIDANCE LORD!!!! There are so many things that I want to do right now. I want to attend Savannah College of Art and Design (SCAD), I want to move to New York City and pursue a singing career, I want to move to Las Vegas and pursue a music career...and that's where my friends who share my passion for music live, and I want to stay here with the government and keep my benefits...lol. Man I am so torn right now...*singing LeToya Luckett Torn*. I wish all I had to do was choose between being with a no good man and being alone. I am making a bigger life decision. There ain't no going back from this. I am going to give myself to December to make a move. I am going to pray 3 times a day for a answer from The Lord, b/c I need him more than anyone right now. I know I am going to get the guidance I need to get to where I need to be. I don't want to move to Las Vegas cause I don't want to get that party spirit on me..LMAO...and I don't want to move to New York cause I don't want to not have to move back home for lack of funds, and I don't want to go to Savannah b/c I fear that I will not want to finish and graduate. I don't know...I guess fear is a part of learning and growing. I think I should do all the things that I fear and get over this hurdle. I think that I should move away, love hard, get a record contract, and sleep in the dark. These are some things that I fear. Oh well we will see where The GOOD Lord is going to take me on this journey of "Gabie's Life". I am so anxious to see where I am going to end up, but I can guarantee that I look much better than I do today...literally. Be blessed!

Gabie's Favorite T.V. Shows

2008-06-23T14:38:00.012-05:00

Sister Sister

All that

Kenan and kel

Cousin Skeeter

My brother and me

Ureka's Castle

Mad T.V.

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